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y/n's POV
*6 months ago*

I was at McDonalds with my friends. I got 10 piece nuggets with barbecue sauce, large fries and a large coke. it was so good. Amelia, Sophie and i were hanging out a lot more since i was going to move out soon. my parents decide to move out to Shiganshina. a 3 hours drive from Marley. i had a huge mental breakdown and didn't go to school for 2 weeks. i stayed in bed and listened to sad music.

anyway we were in the car eating peacefully when Amelia broke the silence "y/n do you know the exact date of when you're moving?"

"no i don't but i know it's in august so like right before school starts.." i sighed. i didn't want to go to a new school. making new friends wasn't the problem i just didn't want to leave my friends behind you know.

"oh ok but what are you planning to do with your boyfriend?"Sophie announced. i froze. i didn't think about that. i was selfish. only thinking about what i would do without my friends. but i know i can't stay with him. distance relationships never works.

"oh..um to be honest i'm probably going to break up with him before.. you know like distance relationship aren't my thing.." i uttered. she locked eyes contact with me then nodded.

"yeah same i hate distance relationship" she said.

after our little trip to mcdonald's i took a shower brushed my teeth and did my skincare. it was 23:05
i felt really tired so i went to bed.

*fast forward 1 month before moving*

i was going to break up with my boyfriend today. i needed to. i spent the whole year hanging out with him and the girls as much as i could. i wanted to make the best out of the few months left. i made him think we were going to stay together long enough.

i took my phone out of my back pocket. i was trembling. i was so anxious because of how he would react.

lover🫂
me: hi baby could we please meet up at the park today?

i was shaking while typing this. what if he can't? what will i do. do i tell him on message. no i'm not that kind of person. i'll tell him at the park today.

lover🫂: yh ofc is everything ok?

fuck what do i say?! "sorry babe i wanted to tell you at the park but i'm breaking up with you because i can't do distance relationship" no he would be even more heartbroken. okay i'll just tell him everything's fine.

me: yh everything's fine. met me at 3?

at 3 is perfect it's only 10:23 right now.

lover🫂: yeah ofc meet you there at 3 love you❤️

me: love you too<3
read at 10:24

ok i need to get prepared. do i? we're breaking up i don't need to be pretty do i? no i don't think so. i should ask the girls.

COCK SUCKERS🙄
me: girls i'm breaking up with him today.

ugly bitch🤡: srs? when??

me: at 3 bro i'm nervous asf😬

rat looking cunt😹: as you should.

me: anyway what should i wear? like cute or pjs?

ugly bitch🤡: bro comfy your not going to the met gala🤣

me: gurl. *you're but anyways yh i'll probably go with comfy

rat looking cunt😹: yo @ugly bitch🤡 don't use the laughing emoji anymore or i'll block you

ugly bitch🤡: WHATCU GONNA DO ABOUT IT BITCH 🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂😂

rat looking bitch😹: gurl bye.
rat looking bitch😹 has left the chat.

me: PLS SOPHIE WHAT DID YOU DO😭😭
you added rat looking cunt😹 to the chat.

ugly bitch🤡: ok i'll stop😬🙄

i was laughing my ass off. it was always like that with the girls.

———3 hours later———

i took a shower brushed my teeth and did my makeup i just chose a simple outfit. white t-shirt, black baggy jeans, black sweatshirt, brown airforces and some jewelry.

 white t-shirt, black baggy jeans, black sweatshirt, brown airforces and some jewelry

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my outfit looked basic but i liked it. it was 14:43 so i took my skate and made my way to the park. when i arrived he was there on the bench.

"shit" i murmured.

he was starring at me. he got up and made his way towards me. "hi baby" he said while kissing me.

"uh.. hi" i said pushing him away softly.

"is something the matter?" he said looking quite hurt. ah fuck. i was starting to shake. ok here we go there's no turning back now.

"i need to tell you something" i said my voice cracking a bit. my tears were threatening to spill. but i held them in.

"yeah what's up?"he said concerned.

"so you know i'm moving out.." he nodded. "well i think it's better for us if we break up" i declare. he looked shocked and hurt. i could see him tremble. his eyes were washed by the tears flowing out. he hugged me. i started to cry in his arms.

"i'm so..sorry" i said avoiding eyes contact.

"hey it's okay it's not your fault" he said reassuring me. i know he was acting tuff because he knew that i was nervous but i could see that he was also hurt. "can we at least stay friends maybe?" he asked softly.

"of course" i replied looking at him.

we talked a bit more because i didn't want to leave him without explanation. he understood how i was feeling and agreed with me. he said he would've left me because he hated distance relationship's.

i returned back home and took another shower to calm myself down a bit. i went downstairs and ate dinner with my family. after the supper i continued packing my things. i had 5 boxes full of my stuff. i also helped my parents pack so kitchens and bathroom stuff in the boxes.

my house was staring to get empty weeks after weeks. i didn't talk with my ex a lot after that. i just felt awkward talking to him. but the girls helped me get through it and they even helped me pack my things.

*fast forward the night before moving out*

all of our things were in the truck ready to go to Shiganshina. my dad found a new job there. and he couldn't drive 6 hours everyday. so we had to move there. it was hard saying goodbye to the girls. but i knew that this was a new adventure.

1090 WORDS WOWWW IM SO HAPPY. next chapter is gonna be you living in the present in shiganshina. feel free to correct my grammar errors in the comments or smtg🙏

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