Broken Hearts are Meant to be Healed (a Luke Hemmings Fanfic)

Author's Note

Okay guys.Read this if you want because I really don't care.

Last Saturday I lost my bestfriend's mother who had been battling with heart problems.She was another mother to me.I'm still upset and just feel out of it at times.I didn't get to see her but once while she was in the hospital for three months.I never got a proper goodbye.By her entering up into the heavens above, it means more than likely my bestfriend will have to move away to live with her dad whom lives in another state.Her family is family to me and vise versa with her.Losing her means I'm losing a part of me.We are sisters but not by blood.

Now I know what you all may be thinking.'Why is she telling us this?We don't care.We are here for the story not your pathetic life.'Honestly I don't care what you think about me.This is my story an my thoughts.Feel free to skip past this if it bored you.

This was my very first loss of a close person to me.Her mother will never see us graduate.She sometimes took pictures of us at places.Well there won't be any when we graduate.The thing is,if she moves we won't graduate together.We would have to make long weekends to see each other and visit during the summer.I want to see her whenever, like I do now.

I'm placing my thoughts here because it's hard to say out loud.I'm scared to lose her.We have been this close for 3 years.She has become my first true bestfriend.Her name is Blake.We don't even remember how we came to be so close.We have so many memories together.Ones that I never want to forget.Some bad and some good.Her mother will always be in our hearts, as we both have many memories with her.Blake with more of course.

Trust me,right now I know you are bored and don't care.Maybe someone won't judge me here but maybe not.If you understand and have been there then I hate that you went through something like this.

Blake is only 15.This is all so much for her and of course I worry about her.She's doing so many things for her mother.Today in just a little bit, she will be reading her tremendous speech at the ceremony.I'm proud of her because she hates being the attention.She feels like she owes it to herself and her mother.I'm also proud of her because she is 100% the strongest person I know.For her upcoming special events, I get to do what her mother usually does.I'll be helping her get ready for her rehearsals and recidal.To me, this is a true honor.

Once again,please forgive me for boring you.I'm sure many skipped over this.Though if you read this whole thing about a tragedy in my life, then I thank you.I just love you all so much an thought maybe I could share something with you.I just wanted to say all of this.

Thank you,
Beth

R.I.P Cathy

The Angels have brought you there to your home.I know you are watching upon us.I promise to take care of Blake.I love you mama #2.