13/02/21 - 10:28/10:33pm
You look at your watch
The time is still ticking
You lay in bed awake
Your eyes wide open
Everything around you is still in place
But your mind cannot stop thinking
What if they don't like me?
Should I ignore that text?
I don't want to get up tomorrow
What should I wear?
Am I lazy?
I really want to see that text
I should probably be sleeping
Am I ugly?
I need to get a new coat
My friends want to meet up together for my birthday
I'm cold
I really want to see that text though
Do they hate me?
Do my friends hate me?
I'm tired
I should be more productive
My grades are getting worse
Am I a bad person?
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A broken reflection • online journal
Aléatoire✞︎ God said to "love your enemies" but what if the enemy is in fact your own a self deprecated reflection..? ✞︎ • • ☹︎☻︎Vent/online journal to help me find my inner self☻︎☹︎ ꨄ︎ 08.04.21 ꨄ︎
