"I am inevitable.."
everything was suddenly in slow motion
or it felt like it
you watched as he smiled at you
all of a sudden you flashed back
"your death will save many..."
and then you saw Tony again half of his body burned as the reactor shut down
and then it flashed to your mother
the image of her death playing on loop in your mind and than it flashed to Loki....
since the day you met him you knew something was special about him but you didn't yet know what
through the ups and downs and the emotions that blinded the both of you
his heart never would beat any less for you nor would yours
you couldn't help but have a fear set in your stomach knowing that if you died what would happen to him?
would he ever be okay again..?
or would he move on without another thought...
suddenly it hit you..
you flashed back turning around blasting the gauntlet causing him to stumble
you ran up as he tried to lift his hand using one hand you held his open and with the other you focused the mist on his chest pushing him farther and farther into the ground
using everything you had you lifted him into the air still keeping him encased in the mist while his arm stayed outstretched keeping the gauntlet out of his view
you pried it off of his hand and it hit the ground
throwing him against the cliff that stood behind you you dropped to your knees gasping for breath at the power that you used
you never thought you would have to use so much
you saw Loki run up kneeling in front of you his concern growing immensely
"my darling, are you alright..?"
he said looking you up and down
you looked up at him and then to the gauntlet and back to him
you smiled at him as tears began to fall from your eyes
he looked over at it then back to you
"Don't..."
he said tears pooling in his eyes
he knew what you were thinking and he didn't want to think about what could happen to you
you stood up and he did the same trying to stay standing in front of you
"you don't have to Bucky can he can take it..."
he said seeing you stare at it
you looked up at him smiling
"I will never and have never stopped loving you from the moment I let you in..."
you said letting the mist show at your palms
you shook your head trying to shake your tears
"My life has been thrown to the wolves for 5 years until I met my family.."
you said looking over to make sure Thanos was still down
"You made me feel something for the first time since I was 6.."
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~Cardinal~ (LokixFem!Reader) Book 2 (Sequel to "Blue Bird")
FanfictionTaking off where the first book left off..something is happening and it doesn't seem quite right..the world it bittersweet and the trauma lingers holding you back from your true potential..