andrew garfield imagines

second thoughts - peter parker

request from @BabyCampbell10

ship : TASM!peter parker x female reader

while at the alter, you start having second thoughts (like any of us would) because its a huge step in both of your lives. peter comforts you about it.

warnings : swearing

  your hair was done perfectly, your makeup was gorgeous and you were wearing the prettiest dress you had ever seen in your entire life. you honestly felt like a princess. your prince was right in front of you, the man you had been in love with since highschool. you had grown up and loved each other ever since you guys had met, it was only getting better from here.
  after zoning out for a while, thinking about all the amazing things you guys would do together once you finally tied the knot, you could hear peter talking.
  "i, peter parker, take you, [Y/N] [L/N], to be my wife. i promise to be true to you in good times and bad, in sickness and in health. i will love you and honour you all the days of my life."
  this was really happening. you really let that sink in during the time he was speaking.
  you loved peter, and you wanted to be together for the rest of your lives. but it was such a huge thing to be doing. oh shit. you should have been having second thoughts like, months ago maybe? that would have probably been the most convinient.
but unfortunately you were having them now and there was nothing you could do about it.
"[Y/N]?" you heard the pastor say, pulling you out of your thoughts.
"i, uh," you turned your head to the crowd slowly, seeing the faces of the people you loved growing with concern. may, your mom, your dad, your siblings and grandparents, all of your friends looked disappointed.
"you okay?" peter whispered, noticing the scared emotion you were feeling.
"yeah," you blurted out.
"come outside for a second, give us a minute?" peter called to the crowd with an apologetic look to the pastor before pulling you aside.
"whats wrong?" he asked when you were away from the crowd.
"i dont know, peter. god, im so sorry. i was just thinking about how this is huge, and dont get me wrong i love you more than anything and i want to do this so bad but?" you were at a loss for words.
peter definitely wasnt angry with you, he had always known about your struggle with comittment and made sure you were 100% okay with this when he proposed to you, he understood.
"we dont have to do this if you dont want to [Y/N]. but think about all the things that are going to come with this! i mean, getting to see our first baby and being able to get you pregnant," he said with a wink at the last part, which made you laugh. "and we can go on vacations, the honeymoon will be our first one of hundreds! and we can get cats and dogs and create this huge happy family inside our home. our home! can you believe that? oh god, thats crazy. you know everything about me, and i love you so much. theres no one else i would want to do this with."
thinking of all these things excited you. and he was right, there was no one else you wanted to do this with.
you took a deep breath. "lets do this."
he smiled wide and grabbed your hand, beginning to walk back in.
"youre sure youre okay with this, right? we dont need to do it."
that was one of the things you loved most about peter, he was always so concerned about what you were fine with and what you werent.
"yes, i am 100% sure that we need to do this, like now!"
"perfect, i love you."
"i love you so much more. you have no idea."

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