Imagine

25

"You're so disgusting get away from me. You are so fat and lazy. And all you do is try to act like a depressed teen that overthinks. Well reality check! You're not ! All you are is a piece of shit. " My sister spat

I couldn't take it anymore. The constant emotional and physical abuse. I can't do this anymore. Every word stabs me and tears threaten to spill out of my eyes. And if I do cry then we'll she takes it as a joke.

" I know. "

"I know! I know how fat and lazy I am ! I know that I'm dumb! I know ! You don't have to remind me everyday. How would you know how I feel if you don't try to acknowledge my feelings! All you ever do is criticise me and not help me .Do you know how it's like to be an outcast in school and in  my own home ? You don't know how I feel. You don't know how I had wanted a sister figure for 14 years! Oh how I looked at all those siblings that get to hug their sisters. I feel so jealous that they get to do that and I don't ! You know how being called disgusting and fat daily feels like ! No you don't ! No matter what you do to me I am the one who always apologizes. How would you know of I'm depressed ! How the hell would you know if you don't even talk to me ! It hurts okay. I hurts to be called disgusting.   It feels like a stab in my heart everytime I hear something like that. I feel like killing myself when I hear those things. Why! Why do you do this to me ? Why would you do such things to your sister. "  I  yelled,  tears streaming down my face.

She simply just looked at me. Her face curling into a smirk. She boomed with laughter within seconds.

My heart dropped within seconds. How could she laugh? 

It hurts so bad I feel like dying.