came as a 3, left as 1

i love you

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"IM SORRY!" she falls.
"THERES NO POINT APOLIGIZING NOW, HUH?" Karube yells.
"HUH?" he adds.
"TURN AROUND!" he shouts.
she struggles.
"careful karube!" I say through the earpiece.
"TURN AROUND" he yells and gets her over.
"AHHHH" he nearlly stabs her.
"UGH" she cries.
He grabs her.
she gets a rock and smashes it in his wound.
"AHHHH" he yells.
she looks at him passing the wolf role to karube.
he trys to run but she punches him in the side repeatingly.
alex cries as he hears then fight over the earpiece.
"FUCKING BITCH" he throws he and stands on her.
"KARUBE!" i yell.
he looks at me and i become wolf.
"ARISUUUU!" he yells.
"BOTH OF YOU ENOUGH!" i yell.
"STOP IT." i add.
"IF WE WORK TOGETHER WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO FIGURE THIS OUT!" i yell.
"YOUR SO NAIVE, THIS IS A HEARTS GAME!" She yells at me.
she kicks karube and comes for me.
i run.
"whats happening to us.." asks alex.
"your turning against eachother!" Alex cries.
both shibuki and karube are after me.
"ten minutes remaining"
alex cries
"o holy mother.."
"ARISU!" Karube yells.
i run more. Into a dead end.
"do you wanna live or die?" Shibuki says.
"give me some time ill figure a way-" i say.
"figure a way huh? You just wanna be the only survior" she says.
i cry.
"it doesnt matter to you if your dead! make me the wolf, your life is shit anwyay." she says.
"wheres the justice if somebody who has the desire to live dies!" She rasises her voice.
"Arisu.." says karube.
"I cannot survive in this GAME!"
Shibuki runs for me.
alex jumps at her out of nowhere.
"alex?" I say.
"LET ME GO!" she says.
i run.
karube runs after me with a weapon.
"LET ME GO!" She says to alex.
"i took care of you!!" She crys.
i try and take my helmet off while alex is holding shibuki down.
i dont wanna be the only survior..i want to try find a way we call all make it out..
"ARISUUU" yells karube.
"COME OUT!" He shouts.
I try to take it off me.
"You just gonna hide intil time runs out?" Karube says.
"shitt." I say as the tools dont help.
"COME ON ARISUU" karube says.
"you were playing us all!" He yells.
i wasnt..i promise...
i keep trying.
"YOU SAID IT WILL ALL WORK OUT IF WE CORPRATE. FROM THE START, YOU WANTED TO BE THE ONLY SURVIOR!" he yells.
im in pain.
i try to take it off but remember what happened to that woman.
"i dont know what to do..im sorry
.IM SORRY!" I yell.
as alex and shibuki fight.
"ah, whats the use of saying your sorry? ARISUU!" Karube yells.
"ever since you dropped outta school, all u do is SAY SORRY, ARISU!" karube adds.
"im sorry..im sorry!" I cry.
i have flashbacks.
my dad putting me down, saying my brother is way better then me...its not wrong..but i hate hearing it.
"IF YOUR HAPPY BEING A LOSER, THEN LET ME BE THE WOLF!" karube yells.
"ARISU!" he yells.
karube falls.
"five minutes remaining"
i shake as i hear shibuki and alex fight.
"i dont care...who survives in the end..but.......but i dont want it to end this way." alex says as he struggles.
Karube drops his wedding ring and picks it up.
he nods.
i sniff and cry.
I think back.
"i dont except anything from you, you never fail to disapoint me" says my dad.
i remember looking out the window to see my two friends alex and karube looking bopping up and down making me laugh. We would run. We would hnag out at the train station and eat chinese.
and laugh.
ride a bike together and laugh.
yes one bike.
i shake.
i sob.
I remember karube saying.
"guys, i got this..dream. i want to buy a huge farm. In austrilla. Then i'll invite you guys over and drink beer in the morning."
alex said "hehe that sound nice, and ill deliever steak to you with my drone delievery service"
"cheers to our future" karube says.
"better keep your promises" karube added.
Now there isnt going to be a future...
id rather die then live without them.
karube gets up and sits on a bench.
"three minutes remaining"
"guys, ill quit." I say.
"ill drop out of this game." I say.
"your all that matters to me." I say crying.
"if somebody has to lose at this game..let it be me!" I sob as i say it.
"im leaving the game!" i say.
"karube, alex?" I say.
"karube, alex?" I repeat.
"KARUBE!" i yell.
i run.
"ALEX?" I yell.
"ALEX?" i repeat.
"WHERE ARE YOU?" i ask.
"ALEX?" i yell.
alex covers shibukis mouth.
was there plan all along to make sure i survive?
"alex..?" I yell.
"WHERE ARE YOU?" i yell and run.
"come out LETS TALK, GUYS?" i yell.
"KARUBE WHERE ARE YOU?" I get close to him but he hides.
"WHY WONT YOU GUYS ANSWER ME!" i yell.
"KARUBE" i get teary eyed.
I yell there names multiple times.
"stop yelling" karube says.
"karube!" I say.
"always laughing like idiots, when im with you guys i forget about all my problems. Remember that day when we made noodles with shaped ice?" Says.
"karube!" I say in relief.
"where are ya!?" I yell.
"we laughed a lot that day didnt we.." alex laughs.
"alex?" I say.
"alex laughed so hard the noodles came out of his nose. Haha!" Karube laughs.
"i thought we said we would keep that out secret" alex laughs.
"where are you, alex?" I ask.
"KARUBE!" I yell.
"arisu...live for us." Alex says.
"KARUBE!" i scream in pain.
"ALEX!" i run around.
"30 seconds remaining"
Alex crys.
shibuki hugs him.
"I SHOULDNT BE THE ONE TO LIVE!" i cry.
"im behind you" says karube.
"im sorry..." alex cries.
"ten seconds"
"arisu......thank you." says karube.
the five seconds count down
"KARUBE!" i run to him.
"KARUBE!" I cry.
his head explodes.
blood on me.
he falls.
i look down.
shibuki and alex also dead.
i cry and yell in pain.
my bestfriends...
the only people who cared.
i yell, you can hear the pain in my voice.
Why do i survive. WHY!
i scream to the point you cant hear it anymore.
i never wanted this to happen.
i quit the game..i have to.
"live for us arisu"
Do i...or do i not..