chapter 39

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Sorry, it's taken so long for an update I've had a complete mind block and some personal things these past few months. Anyway, I hope you enjoy it.

Ajs pov

What a long couple of years it has been, so much seems to have happened. I went to say my goodbyes to Amy but I didn't have the courage to actually see her. Because of that, I haven't spoken to her and she wouldn't answer any of my calls so I've given up trying. I have been in contact with Addison and she told me Amy had a healthy baby girl. She also told me she had met a guy and seemed to be doing well. I'm happy for her I honestly am. My stupid sister decided it would be a good idea to cheat on Callie. Such a dumbass. Callie was amazing for her and supported her throughout her amputation and she still chose to cheat. Jackson married April after our divorce and they have a daughter, from what I can tell their relationship is on the rocks he has been trying it on with me again. Once a cheat always a cheat.   Never going there again. I haven't met anybody and haven't slept with anybody since Amy. I've mainly been concentrating on work and I am now a senior health care assistant.
I was invited over to Joe's for a drink with a few other health care assistants. When we arrived it was quite busy. We found a table in the corner which we quickly sat at.

Julie- So ladies what is everybody drinking?

AJ- Could I just get a coke, please?

Julie- Boring! I'll get a bottle of wine for the rest of us then.

I hate it when people call me boring but I dont want them to know that I'm actually an addict and I have avoided drinking these past 2 years. I looked around the bar and spotted Callie and Meredith chatting and doing shots. They both looked very drunk. Callie and I haven't spoken in a while. It's been like she has been avoiding me since Arizona cheated. I do miss our coffee dates outside the hospital. I just wish she knew that im completely on her side. I'm disappointed that Arizona would do such a thing.
As the night went on everybody I was with got drunker and drunker.

Julie- Here we go ladies and here is your coke, AJ.

AJ- Thanks.

Shannon- Hey... AJ... You... You're not working... Tomorrow. Have a drink with us.

AJ- No I ca...

Julie- COME ON!!! dont be boring...

Shannon- What are you an... Alcoholic or something?

AJ getting up- I need to use the bathroom.

Shannon to the others- She's not is she?

I had to leave the table, this was too much to handle, I could feel myself getting angry or maybe upset. I didn't want them to know my past. As I got into the bathroom I had a wave of anger and punched the wall.

AJ- FUCK!!!

I heard the door go but took no notice of who it was walking in.

Callie- hey you... You alright?

AJ- Callie... Yeah, I will be, it's just... They dont know you know?

Callie- yeah, I noticed you looked uncomfortable. Just wanted to make sure you were okay.

AJ- thanks... Umm, Callie... I'm sorry for what she did.

Callie- yeah, well clearly our vows meant jack shit to her.

AJ- please dont let her affect our friendship, I miss our coffee dat...

With that, Callie grabbed hold of my waist and pulled me in for a passionate kiss. As dumb as it was I found myself kissing her back. It felt amazing. No AJ what the hell are you doing this is your sister's wife! I pulled back in shock.

AJ- Callie?

Callie- im so sorry I shouldn't have done that... It's just... Never mind. I have to go.

AJ- Callie wait... (Callie left the bathroom) or not... Shit!

Callie's pov

Fuck, why did I just kiss AJ? Dammit. I need to leave this place now. As I walked out of the bathroom I grabbed hold of Meredith and dragged her out with me.

Callie- Grey, we have to leave.

Meredith- why? Did something happen?

Callie- shut up, let's go.

I saw AJ come out of the bathroom behind me and apparently so did Meredith.

Meredith- Callie, what did you do?

Callie- shut it Grey, let's go.

We walked back to the hospital in silence, when we finally got there and into an on-call room, I locked the door behind us.

Callie- I kissed her.

Meredith- who?

Callie- AJ, I kissed AJ.

Meredith- what? Why?

Callie- I dont know, im drunk? she was there? She looks like Arizona? I dont know Grey.

Meredith- did she kiss you back?

Callie- for a bit, yeah.

Meredith- did you enjoy it?

Callie- Grey!

Meredith- what? What else am I supposed to say?

Callie- ugh, fuck. This can't be happening. I now have to go home to her sister and act like this didn't happen.

Meredith- well seen as you are not allowed to talk to each other that should make it easier for you.

Callie- we are supposed to be doing this to make our marriage stronger. We're not allowed to be intimate with anybody and I've broken that, so im going to have to admit this then the therapist will start us over again and I can't keep doing this.

I felt my phone go off in my pocket, I pulled it out and saw a message from AJ.

AJ-
hey Callie, can we talk?
AJ

Meredith- who's that?

Callie- AJ, she wants to talk.

Meredith- so... What are you going to do?

Callie- I dont know.

Meredith- well at least reply.

Callie- right... Yeah.

Callie-
Just so you know that was a stupid drunken mistake. I'm so sorry AJ.
Callie.

AJ-
I know but still, we need to talk.
AJ.

Callie-
Can we do this tomorrow please, when im sober?
Callie

AJ-
Sure meet me for a coffee at our bench at 10 am.
AJ.

Callie- I need to get home, I'll see you tomorrow Grey.

Meredith- umm, okay. Hope it goes well.

I left the hospital and got a cab home. I let myself in our house and just stood in Arizona's bedroom doorway, she looked so beautiful. She had fallen asleep working by the looks of it. As I stood there I leant against her doorway and the door creaked waking her up. She sat up and saw me standing in the doorway and gave me a cute smile. Drunkenly I walked into her room and sat on the side of her bed. I was going to tell her what I did, how stupid I was but all of a sudden I found myself kissing her, it got more and more passionate before she pulled away as she remembered the no intimacy rule. I looked down with a flood of thoughts going through my head before I got up and went through to my bedroom in complete silence.

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