January 28, 2022
I'm excited about today, Ellie is coming over to my aunt's house today and staying the night instead of coming tomorrow. Oh yeah, my step-dad kicked me out, so I'm living with my aunt now, so that's why. I'm much happier here, and I was there, he kicked me out on the same day as my last entry.
Anyways, I'm back with my ex, and to be clear, not the one who left me because of my friends. I'm talking about one that's super cool and likes slipknot. He already had a boyfriend but they wanted me so I joined their relationship. I've also been growing a great relationship with y cousin Ray, he and I are good friends again.
Even though I'm in love with two people already, I still have a crush on Ellie, and her boyfriend knows. It doesn't matter though, because she's in love with him and I love seeing her happy. Even though she complains about him, I know she loves him, I can just tell. She and I are going to the basketball game today and I'm so excited. Every day I seem to eat less and less and I seem to be less and less hungry. I don't understand, maybe sean just ruined my relationship with food on Friday.
I wanna sit in the back of the bus and smoke with my bestie. I'm lowkey tired, and I wanna cuddle, but bestie doesn't do that with friends.
