I don't feel like me anymore
I look into those eyes, and I don't see myself
I look at that girl, and I don't see myself
I look at her and know I am not myself
a shell
a disconnected mind
a different life
I don't feel like me anymore
my will to get up in the morning
my will to do my school work
my will to get good grades
I look at her, and I know I am not myself
I doubt myself
I overthink
a different person stares back at me
I look at her, and I know I am not myself