Rollercoaster

Chapter 10:Part 1

Okay so today Blake and I plan on going out he said he's bringing me to this Trap House party. Idk what that is but hopefully its fun. But this afternoon I plan on hanging with piper no boys day. As I look for my toms, I found my broken friendship bracelet on the floor. That night I came home I threw it at the wall and it broke. I picked it up and I putted in my pocket. Afterwards Bagpipes picked me up and we were off to in and out burger. We sat and ate i got the double double and piper got the hamburger. And we just talked."So how are you and blake" she said wiping her mouth. "We're good we are going to this party tonight" i said looking out the window. She looked at me "Are you ok?" I sniffled "Me and Max got into a fight" i said turning to her. She looked down "Max told me about it he wants to talk to you but since you slapped him he says he's moving on." So i literally got up and got out the restaurant and called Blake to take me home. He got to in and out burger and we we lnt to my house so i can get in my crop top,high waisted jeans, timbs, and my flower printed bucket hat. We got there it was a raggedy home we went downstairs to the basement. And found all these guys sitting around this round table with a whole bunch of weed and girls giving lap dances. Trap Queen was playing and people were blowing o's at the hookah there was atleast 200 teens and college people there. "Hey hottie want a drink." This guy high as hell asked me. And Blake hollered "Yo get off my girl,Babe take a ciroc for me in the fridge im stacking money to get bud." He said with a red cup of punch and ciroc. So i go over to the fridge there are roaches crawling all over the fridge and i open it a dead pig is inside the fridge next to the bottle of ciroc. I take the ciroc i toss it at Blake while he sniffs crack. So i go upstairs to an attic there is a couple making love on this broken couch. While people in the bathroom are giving head. Two girls tried to make me their sex slave. Then i step outside there is a Rottweiler attacking a guy. I was pissed i was on the stairs until Blake picked me up and brought me to the attic. I said "What are you doing Blake" He all high/drunk said "Lets make love baby." I said no im no ready for this. He got angry and punched me. I started to cry he then found duct tape ...duct taped my mouth, arms, and legs. He then took off my clothes, took off his clothes and raped me. I was crying like crazy and it hurt like hell. I was upset that I was only 16 and lost my virginity. I was upset that I might get kicked out the house if i tell my dad that i might be pregnant and he abused me. When he was done he threw me to the corner and whispered in my ear "I only did because i love you." He put on his clothes and left me in the attic alone. Then I found a pocket knife and started to cut myself free. I finally cutted myself out and ran out the door. I took off running until i went to this dunkin donuts I layed in this bench and waited till i had signal to call........Max. 20 minutes later he got their and ran and picked me up and carried me to his car. He found my lip and nose were bleeding and I told him the story he park his car and he cleaned my face. And i leaned in and made out with him and he look at me grab my face and said."I've been waiting for this moment for my whole life but, not like this I always loved you and wanted to be your boyfriend but I saw how happy you were with Blake I moved on and found Samantha I love her now. So I guess you have to move on also. "But I love you" i said crying. "You only love me because your hurt you don't love me for me." He said holding my hand, I love you for you. But now I have Sam. I turned and we drove to our houses and I walked away to my house I climb in through my backyard to up my balcony and oped my door with my key. I looked at the time it was 4 a.m. and i looked at the picture of me and max and turned the other way. I thought I knew what love was but it was actually in front of me the whole time. To Be Continued.....