Rollercoaster

Chapter 11

Wow so he was standing there with his blonde hair all in the back and him looking at me with a rose in his hands. And he just stood there and he still had his necklace my guy I gave him on our First Date. And thats when my eyes started to water and i shutted the door and walked away. And I went to my room and saw the pics we took on our first date. I went to the kitchen and turned on the stove and burned it... I went to the window and saw him throw the rose and he drove off. And he texted me this paragraph saying Elizabeth Janet Martin I love you and only you I made a mistake taking away something you should do when your married What we had was real and I want to gain your trust back I never should have put my hands on a precious loving girl you are. I was a lucky guy when I had you now your gone. My world turned upside down. I knew you were my one and only. I never knew that when you walked away my life would be hell. But I need you. I was drunk and high I only go to that house because im depressed. My dad walked out when I was 5 and my mom was murdered by my dad. I live with my Uncle Bentley and its hard. Especially I now have a new edition and I need to be there for him or her, Please. I took my car and drove off to Chipotle and I got a table and waited for him. He came in and found me and shook my hand and sat down. And I look at him and said "I dont know what to say you've been through hell so have I but ai dont go off doing drugs and drinking and abusing my boyfriend just because of it. I loved you and trusted you. And now theres a mini me inside of me. I couldve just let go but now I have to be a responsible person and let you in as a dad. So we are not together but we are cooperating for the baby. I took my things and left oh boy.