My Heart Belongs To.... Not Just My Bias

Hospital

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

I drove everywhere. Everywhere I thought she would be.
"If something happened to her it's all my fault. Y/n, please be okay."
** RING RING **
"H-hello?"
"Hey, where are you? You haven't answered any of our calls, are you okay? Did something happen? It's already midnight."
I was so busy looking for Y/n that I lost track of time. "We have a problem."
"Wha-what happened this time?"
"Y/n is missing. I looked for her everywhere. I followed her scent, and she wasn't there, but there was blood on the road."
"Wait. What? What exactly happen, babe?"
Him saying babe calmed me down. "Y/n and I got into an argument. As you all know, Soobin was there, but when I got there Taehyun was working there, and bother Yeonjun and Soobin were there. They need her help to go look for the other two."
"Like hell we're gonna let that happen." Jin said.
"Guys, you know Y/n. She has too big of a heart. We need to hear her out on it at least. We need to give her that." Hobi spoke.
"Why do we need to give her anything? She walked out on us, remember?" Taehyung said with attitude. "This is a waste of my time."
"SIT DOWN!" Everyone yelled.
"That's another thing! He doesn't have his humanity. He's the reason why she went out. He's the reason why she wanted to leave again. He's the reason why she didn't want to come back home! You broke her heart, Taehyung."
"Yeah? Well she broke mine first."
I got quiet for a few seconds. Anger was building up in me. "I'm the youngest here, but you're acting like a child. Screw you, hyung. Just leave. She doesn't need someone who isn't going to care for her around."
"Jungkook, breathe." Namjoon said.
"No, hyung. You better not be there when I get home because if Yoongi never killed you. I will." I hung up.
I continued looking for Y/n for another hour, and still there was no sign of her. I headed home.
"Jungkook! Did you find her?"
"Does it look like I found her?"
"Hey, don't get snippy with me. We don't have a problem."
"We all have a problem! Y/n is missing! Don't you get it, Jimin?! And it's all my fault! If I wouldn't have yelled at her! If I wouldn't have gotten mad at her! If I wouldn't have hurt her the way I did. I-"
"You didn't do anything wrong. You were just scared and worried for her."
"No, Jimin. I hurt her." I started tearing up. "I forget how strong I am sometimes, and I pulled her too hard. She ended up hitting her back on the car. She was mad. She slapped me after I tried telling her to get in the car, and she took off. I was looking for her. I was on the phone with her. She was so weak, she could barely walk. I-I tried getting her to push through. I guess she tripped again and hit her head, but someone was there."
"What do you mean 'someone was there'?"
"Someone got her. I heard the car, and they hung up the phone. I'm more worried and scared than I was before. Our Y/n is missing, and it's my fault."
"We will all go look for her. Okay? We will find her." He caressed my arms then hugged me.
I was crying like crazy and nodded. Everyone looked for her, except Taehyung. He was long gone before I got home. We searched everywhere. We had to call Yoongi. He wasn't too happy about it. Her mom told him to leave and help find her. He was hesitant, but still did it. We looked for 2 whole days. On the third day I got a call.
** RING RING **
"Hello?"
"Hi, is this Mr. Jungkook?"
"Yes?"
"I'm calling from the Seoul Hospital. We have a Y/f/n here. We saw you were the last person she had contacted."
"How long has she been there?"
"She's been here for 3 days already, sir."
"What!? She's been there!? Why are you barely calling?"
"Sir, I would have to ask you to calm down. I can't disclose anything over the phone. I am sorry."
"Okay. I'll be there. Sorry."
I hung up the phone and round up the guys. We all took off to the hospital.

Y/N'S POV:

I woke up and I was in the hospital.
"Again? Ouch."
My head was killing me. I heard a bunch of ruckus, which wasn't helping. It was getting louder and louder, and then my door swung open. It would.... It would be my guys. They all ran in pushing and shoving.
"Stop!"
"Stop pushing me!"
"Stop pushing me!"
"Stop shoving!"
"Stop!"
"Can all of y'all shut the fuck up?" I said massaging my forehead.
"Oh, sorry, Y/n."
Jungkook ran to me pushing everyone out of the way. He was in tears. "Y/n, I'm so sorry! This is all my fault. You ran away because of me. You wouldn't be here if it wasn't for me. I'm so so sorry."
"I'm okay, Kook. It's okay. You make it seem like I've been missing or something." I chuckled, but everyone was silent. "What? What happened?"
"Y/n, you've been missing for us for 3 days." Namjoon said.
"Wait. What? I've been here for 3 days!?"
They nodded their heads.
"Do you know who brought you here?"
I shook my head. "No. I didn't even know I was here that long."
The doctor walked in.
"Hello. Woah! This is a packed room." He chuckled.
"Hi, doctor."
"Ms. Y/l/n, you had hit your head pretty hard. Do you remember what exactly happened?"
"I remember walking, I ended up stumbling because my legs gave out." All the guys glared at Jungkook, who you could tell felt so bad. I grabbed his hand to reassure him not to anymore. "Then I got back up, and I ended up tripping on something, and that was the last I remembered."
"You must of tripped pretty bad or fallen. You hit your head hard. Nothing too serious. No stitched were necessary. No staples, but we do have to keep you for at least one more day for observation purposes of course. You had also scraped your knees, so walking will be a little hard for a while."
"Oh okay. Thank you doctor." He started walking out. "Oh! One more thing."
"Yes?"
"Do you know who brought me?"
"No, ma'am, I'm sorry. Would you like me to bring the nurse out front so you can ask her? She was the one who was taking care of you."
"Oh. Ummm...." I felt everyone's eyes on me. They probably wanted to know as well. "Yes, please. Thank you very much."
The doctor left. The room was silent until the nurse walked in.
"Yes, ma'am? How may I help you?"
"Ah, um I would like to start off by thanking you for taking care of me."
"It's my job, miss. No need to thank me. Is that all?"
"No. Do you happen to know who brought me?"
"Not by name, no, ma'am. It was a very handsome young man. I thought he was your boyfriend the way he cared for you, but he never returned after he heard the results."
"Oh okay. Thank you very much."
"Mhmm. I'll be back later to check on you."
"Okay. Thank you."
She left. Hell broke loose.
"It was that fucking guy, wasn't it?" Namjoon angerly asked.
"How am I supposed to know, Namjoon? I was unconscious, remember?"
"What guy?" Jimin asked.
"The guy I found y/n with the morning she went 'missing'."
"Which is probably the same guy I saw at her job."
"Now he works with you?! I'm going to kill him."
"Can you all calm the fuck down!? You're making my head throb. If you're going to be like this, then get out."
The door swung open. "Who now?"
"Mama!"
I was shocked and startled to see my girls running in.
"Hey, baby. What-what are you doing here?"
"Yoongi, brought us."
"And grandma?"
Mom walked in afterwards.
"Hi, sweetie."
"Hi, mom. What are you guys doing here?"
"Well this one," She pointed at the oldest. "Over heard Yoongi and I talking, and she demanded to come with him, but I wouldn't have let her come alone, so we all came instead."
"For how long?"
"We were going to go back with you, but I'm guessing you're going to have to stay here longer since you haven't really done your job or worked since you got here."
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay, sweetie. Just get better. We're leaving tomorrow evening. The kids still have school and homework to do."
"Such short time. I'll be discharged tomorrow."
"Hmmm....." She was looking around.
"What?"
"Where is my son-in-law?"
The guys looked at each other as if they wanted to say "me" or "We're all here," but they knew she didn't know everything.
"Oh... Mom...." I sighed. "Taehyung and I broke up."
Tears started building up in my eyes. I tried swallowing them down, but they only grew.
"What happened?"
I looked at the guys.
"Come on, kids. Let's go eat." Yoongi said and nodded his head at me.
They all left. "Tell me what happened."
"Just.... He's not the same man I fell in love with...."
"They never are, huh? But you can't always run away, you know?"
"Mom, you don't know everything. I want to tell you, but I know things will be different if I do."
"Nothing will change. You're my daughter. I'll always love you."
"Me yes, but them no."
"What do you mean?"
"This isn't the place to talk about this. When I get out we'll talk about it all, okay? I promise. I just.... I'm scared."
"Don't be."
"I love them mom, but I don't want to pick and choose. All 10 of you are my family. And I'd do anything for you all. I always will."
"Yah, stop all that nonsense talk. You make it seem like whatever you're going to tell is a life changing thing.
"You have no idea." I said under my breath.
"What?"
"Nothing. How's everything back home?"
"We're fixing things up. Yoongi helped out a lot. Love that kid. Why aren't you with him?"
I nervously laughed. "Complicated situation there."
"Awh, well he's sweet and charming. The kids love him. Speaking of.... Let me go look for them, so we can say bye and go walk around explore a little."
"Okay. I'll see you in a bit them."
She left the room, and I was there alone. Someone else walked in and I thought it was the nurse, but I was sadly mistaken.
"Hey...."
"Jake? What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to see how you were."
"I'm fine. Why are you here?"
He chuckled. "I just told you why, silly."
"Was it you?"
"What?"
"Were you the one who brought me here?"
"No. It was...." He stepped aside and in walked Heesung.
"You realize if the guys see you all of hell will break loose in a hospital, right?"
"We just wanted to check up on you, that's all."
"Is she okay?" Sunoo walked in.
"She's fine."
Sunoo smiled at me and waved.
"You guys need to leave now."
"She's right we do."
"What? Jay is here too? Who else is here?"
"It's just us 4."
Jay pushed them out of the way.
"We need your help."
"No. No. No. No. No. Go. Go before they come back. My kids and mom are here. They don't know anything. Please leave."
"You have kids?" Sunoo asked cheerfully. As he was still one himself.
"Do you think Tabitha knew?" Jake asked Heesung. He shrugged.
"Tabitha? What does that woman have to do with anything?"
"That's why we need your help. She has Ni-Ki, Jungwon and Sunghoon."
"I'm sure Sunghoon went willingly, knowing that stupid brother of mine." I rolled my eyes.
"No. She took them. All of them."
"What the hell is she doing again?"
"What do you mean?"
We could hear the guys getting closer.
"You guys need to go. We can talk later."
"You're getting discharged tomorrow, we'll see you tomorrow then." They left.
"What the fuck is this chick doing?"
"What chick?" Jin asked.
"Nothing. No one."
Jin could tell I was hiding something.
"Then we'll talk about it in a bit."
I nodded my head.
The kids walked in and they had chocolate on their face.
"What in the world happened here?" I chuckled.
"Well, Namjoon appa-"
"Namjoon what?" I sharply gave him a glare.
"Namjoon appa gave me and sister chocolate. The evidence is in his pocket and fingers."
"Why do you have to rat me out, you knuckle head?" He asked jokingly.
I sarcastically laughed. "Baby, where did you learn this word from?"
"From Namjoon. Well Yoongi said it once, but I only remembered the word not the definition."
Hobi's face had a shocked expression. "Wha? How old is she and she already knows all these big words? Awhahaha so cute!"
"She's 5, and well her grandma is pretty smart so is her Tia."
"Her tia?" He looked confused.
"Oh. Sorry. Her aunt."
"So cute!"
"Yes, yes. Now, back to the question. Yoongi taught you the word?" I glared at him.
"It's not what you think. I promise."
"Oh really?"
"He was talking to his appa, and I had asked him what it meant."
"See I told you."
"Zip it." I signaled it.
Jimin, Jungkook and Jin were laughing.
"Let's see what Namjoon has to say." Jimin chuckled.
"Ah. Well..... I mean...... I....."
I micked him. "'Well..... I mean..... I.....' what?"
"She asked me why she didn't have one, and then she said we were kinda like her appas, so I told her to call me Namjoon appa. I didn't know what to say or do, so I said that. Then she told me that Yoongi was more like her appa since he's been around more."
"Mom! Don't get mad at Namjoon appa. It's not his fault."
My head started to pulsate. I started rubbing my temples.
"Come on. Tell your mom bye, so she can rest some more. We're giving her a headache. Let's go explore."
"Okay!" I gave them a hug, and I watched as they left. I started tearing up.
"Oh no, what's wrong?" Jungkook asked.
"I just I feel like they're okay with me not around all the time, and it just.... I don't know. It kinda breaks my heart. Like if I'm not needed."
"You're needed you'll always be needed by them."
"Thanks, Jungkook."
"I don't mean to do this now, but who were you talking about when I walked in the room?"
"Tabitha."
"Tabitha? Why? She's dead."
"No. Apparently she's not."
"WHAT?!?!" They yelled.
"Shhhhh my fucking head hurts."
"Sorry." They whispered.
"Tabitha is alive. That's the reason why Yeonjun and Soobin were at my job yesterday. They came asking for help."
"We heard. You're not going to help them."
"I don't think you have a say in the matter, 'Namjoon Appa'. She took Hueningkai and Beomgyu."
"That explains why I haven't seen them around." Hobi said.
"What about Taehyun? He works with you now?" Namjoon asked.
"Not with me, but for me. Remember? That's MY building. He asked for forgiveness."
"And you're giving it to him?" His anger started picking up.
"Watch your tone with me. I let him keep his job. I was going to fire him."
"Well you should of."
"Why? I'm letting him keep his job. I told him I needed time to forgive him."
"Why should you forgive him at all? Or any of them for the matter!"
"No offense here, Yoongi, but why does HE get a second chance and no one else does?"
"Yoongi wasn't in his right mind."
"No one was! Tabitha filled everyone's heads with stuff. And correct me if I'm wrong, Jimin, but Taehyun was the one who save me technically, right?"
He was hesitant to answer because of Namjoon who's look was like daggers. "Y-yes...."
"Then shouldn't the person who saved me get more of a second chance than the guy who almost raped me?!"
The room went cold and quiet. In the corner of my eye I saw Yoongi clench his fist and then he left. I closed my eyes and rubbed my forehead.
"I'm giving them a second chance. I'm going to help all of them. You're either with me or your not, but you're not going to stop me."
"Who is all of them?" Jungkook asked.
"She has Sunghoon, Jungwon and Ni-Ki too. For all I know, she probably has Taehyung too."
That snapped the guys out of it. Jimin tried calling him, and it kept going to voice-mail, so the rest tried and still nothing.
"As I thought, so pick your poison. You helping me or not?"
"I'm in." Jungkook said.
"Me too." Jimin replied.
"I told you guys to hear her out." I just looked at Hobi. "You know I'm in."
"Yeah, me too." Jin said.
We all look at Namjoon. "Fine. Someone go get Yoongi."
"No, everyone go look for him and send him in. I need to talk to him alone and apologize. I shouldn't have said what I did."
The guys left to look for him. They texted telling me he wasn't in the building, so they left to go look for him. I decided to take a nap. I laid there for 5 minutes, and heard someone come in. The person got right next to me and caressed my cheek. I tried not to shudder at the touch.
"Look at you. You shouldn't have came back. Why did you come back? You were fine and at peace in your home town. These guys are just going to keep hurting you. You're never going to be happy as long as you're with them. I wish I could save you. I wish I could be the one for you. I wish-" He stopped once the door handle moved. "Bye, princess. I'll see you later."
The nurse had walked away before coming into the room, she had forgotten something, and the man left. I shot up.
"Christopher?"
"Who's Christopher?"
"Yoongi! I.... um.... nothing. Come here." I patted on a spot on the bed beside me. He came and sat down, and I grabbed his hand. "Yoongi, I am so sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I know you're making up for everything you did, and I appreciate it. And I forgive you, I hope you know that I do forgive you. I was just so mad at Namjoon for the way he was acting, and I shouldn't have dragged your name through the mud." Tears were falling down his cheek, and I wiped them away. "Don't cry. Please."
"Y/n, I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you."
"Shhh. Don't. Okay? We're fine. I'm fine." I kissed his cheek which threw him off guard. "I appreciate everything you have done for me and my kids."
"I just.... I feel like I have to keep showing for it."
"You don't have to."
"Y/n, don't slap me."
I chuckled. "Why would I slap you?"
"Beacuse." He grabbed my face and kissed me hard and passionately then pulled away. "I've been wanting to do that for a very long time."
I was stunned. Surprised. Longed for it?
"Sorry." He said looking at my processing expression.
"Don't be." I pulled him by his shirt and kissed him. "You know I still love you." Our foreheads met, then he kissed my nose.
"You'll always be my kitten."
"I know." I said cocky. He just chuckled.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
He kissed me again, and this time more passionately and more hungrily. The machine started quickening because of my heart rate rising.
I stopped him. "Maybe.... maybe we shouldn't do this here." I chuckled.
"Yeah. Good call."
The guys came running in. "Are you okay?"
"Yes?"
"We heard your heartbeat rising and-" Jin nudged Jimin. "And-" He nudged him again. "Yah, hyung! What? I'm trying to speak here." Jin pointed at Yoongi's wrinkled shirt. "Oh. OHHHHHH! Sorry."
I just laughed at him. Yoongi got flushed. Which was too cute. The day was dying down, but of course the guys didn't want to leave me, so they stayed the whole day. Ordered some Chinese take out, watched some TV, played some games, and enjoyed each other's company for once.