I LOVED. (K.MINJEONG)

Chapter 14: Flashback

Winter’s P.O.V

-Later that day-

“I should check up on her.” I took out my phone as I plopped down on my couch.

Today was tiring and I can't imagine what Y/N must be feeling. To be accused of something like that is scary, especially when you didn't do anything like that.

I whipped my phone out and sent her a text.

ME: Hi Y/N, you alright? Please reply:(

I waited for her reply, but she isn't online. I don't think she would be online. Her online activities have really lessened.

I'm terrible.

I grabbed my head and smacked it hard.

“Owwww. Deserving.”

“I should text Ryujin to check up on her as well. She'll respond to her maybe.”

ME: Hey RYU! Can you check on Y/N? She's not responding to me thanks!

A few moments later Ryujin messaged back. Wow, pretty fast.

RYUJIN: Yeah win, I'll do that. Don't worry, she'll be alright.

ME: If you meet her, let me know!

RYUJIN: Oh we're going to meet tomorrow.

ME: Meet tomorrow? Where? Why?

RYUJIN: We're gonna draw at at place. She said she has something to talk to me about. I think I have an idea what she want to say, so I'm preparing myself for it.

ME: Ah okay cool, thanks. Hope you have fun!

RYUJIN: Yeah, alright. Byeeee!

Jealousy and curiosity took over me.

“Meet Ryujin at her place? Have something to say to her? They're gonna be alone? Does Ryujin live with her parents? What if-”

I cut myself off. “Calm down, KIM MINJEONG. They're friends. This is okay. Don't be a jerk.”

I threw my phone on the bed. No matter how much I try to tell myself to not feel jealous, It's not easy.

I sat down on my bed before sliding on it and laying down facing the ceiling.

My hands are on my forehead while I started thinking about me and Y/N.

-Flashback-

-Few months ago-

“Y/N, I can't do this anymore.” I said to her, looking down as we sat on a bench in a park, eating our ice creams.

“I don't think it's gonna work out.” I added.

“What are you t-talking about?” Her voice cracked and she held her ice cream tightly.

“I don't think I deserve you. I've been thinking about it for a while. You are kind, beautiful, talented, understanding..... And... I.... I am a nobody. I don't deserve to be with you.... I am sorry.”

It was true. I always felt like I got more than I asked for. She was kind to me and it made me feel guilty for some reason. I love her. I do. And I always will. But I am going to let her down one day or the other. I don't want this to go further and hurt her even more, I have to end this.