Fight For You | Eren X Reader

21 | Over the Edge

Content warnings; violence, suicide attempts, strong language.

Songs i listened to for this chap:
cry-cigarettes after sex.
touch-sleeping at last.
Pluto projector- Rex Orange County.
night changes- one direction

I woke up to the sound of birds chirping. I realized that I fell asleep on the floor, instead of my bed. I also noticed dried blood on my clothes and bare skin that I sliced with a piece of glass last night. I felt odious, so I decided to take a shower. I entered the bathroom, stepping over the pieces of broken mirror that lay on the floor.

I took a brisk shower and freshened myself up, even though I feel like shit. I wrapped my cuts up with some bandages underneath my cabinet. I then went to my dresser and thew on some grey sweats and a crop top.

Being in this place alone didn't make me feel any better, so I decided to get some fresh air. I needed it anyway, at least nature could plant a smile on my face this moment of time. I walked downstairs and discerned the repercussions of my breakdown.

Perhaps, I should clean up when I get back.

I was still pretty disheartened that I lost my mother's ribbon, but if I'm lucky enough, hopefully it'll show up somewhere. I walked outside, the morning mist and sunshine hit me like a brick. Spring felt and looked so good, the flowers were full of life and blossoming. The birds were singing, the wind was blustering, and a small smile danced across my face.

I barely walked away from my house, when I heard a familiar voice coming from down the street. I turned around and saw Hitch, Gabi, and Mina approaching me. I idly stood there, dazed and confused because how'd they even find me?

"It's so good to see you, (Y/N)!" Hitch smiled, stepping extremely close to me.

I backed away, "What do you want?" I asked, muddled.

"To ask you why you think you could ever get away with talking to someone else's boyfriend." Her smiled quickly dispersed from her face.

"Wh-what are you talking about?" I asked.

"Don't play dumb. Gabi told me everything, you fucking whore." Hitch scoffed, before pushing me to the ground.

"Remember when I told you, you'll pay for this? I think it's time you repay, bitch." Gabi placed a sinister smile on her face.

Gabi started kicking my stomach harshly, causing me to hurl into a ball. Hitch and Mina punched my vulnerable face multiple times, causing me to gush out blood. I covered my head and whimpered from the pain, as the three of them continuously beat on me.

Fight, get up and fight, why can't you fight?

Is it because I'm weak or because I don't have the will to?

I was a bloody mess, after they concluded that I've gotten a pretty good beating. Gabi and Mina pulled my hands from over my head, as Hitch pulled my hair back, forcing me to look up at her.

"You're a weak and worthless bitch. I was expecting you to at least put up a fight, but whatever. Do the world a favor and kill yourself, (Y/N)." She stated, before brutally kicking my jaw.