Her Diary

Mum's Funeral

Chapter 2

Mum's Funeral

 

[Dreams P.o.v]

It's been too long and I'm lost without youWhat am I gonna do?Said I been needin' you, wantin' you(Said I need you)Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with youIs your heart still mine?I wanna cry sometimesI miss you

Off to collegeYes, you went awayStraight from high schoolYou up and left meWe were close friendsAlso loversDid everythingFor one anotherNow you're gone and I'm lost without you here nowBut I know I gotta live and make it somehowCome back...to meCan you...feel me (Callin')Hear me...callin' (For you)For you...'Cause it's

It's been too long and I'm lost without youWhat am I gonna do?Said I been needin' you, wantin' youWonderin' if you're the same and who's been with youIs your heart still mine?I wanna cry sometimesI miss you

Now I'm sittin' hereThinkin' 'bout youAnd the days we used to shareIt's drivin' me crazyI don't know what to doI'm just wonderin' if you still careI don't wanna let you knowThat it's killin' meI know you got another life you gotta concentrate babyCome back...to meCan you...feel me (Callin')Hear me...callin' (For you)For you...'Cause it's

It's been too long and I'm lost without youWhat am I gonna do?Said I been needin' you, wantin' youWonderin' if you're the same and who's been with youIs your heart still mine?I wanna cry sometimesI miss you

 

She actually is dead.

No sight of her for two weeks.

Then all of a sudden I'm in a church and she's laying in an open casket in front of the church , tears are running down everyones faces.

She was laying there with the Pandora necklace I bought her for her birthday and I with the matching bracelet , she wore a nice white dress. She looked gorgeous even if she was gone . . .

It then finally sink in that she was gone , she had left me forever.

Come to find out my mother has been very sick, everyone knew but me. She hid it from me and only me because she knew I couldn't handle it and she was right ! I wouldn't have been able too. She had an aneurysm in her brain , doctor told her it was nothing they could do because the way it was position. But the crazy thing is she didn't die from it , she died by a fucking drunk driver and that motherfucker is still alive.

I cried the loudest , no one could calm me down. That woman lying there is my superwoman and I never thought she could die ! I thought kryptonite didn't exist in her world. I was wrong doe.

The church was packed with everyone that loved and knew my mum ! She wasn't hated by anyone , like who could her personality was great.

I hated Funerals and this being my mothers funeral didn't make my liking for it increase.