Her Diary

Smiling Faces

Dream

Chapter 19

Just got this word from above, placing my heart in this message
Evil's after your soul, people smart with deceptions
Keep a sharp observation, allowing no infiltration
Of those you let in your circle
They get the chance, they gon' hurt you
They be counting your pockets and you can tell by they comments
Incident with my car, when my nigga wanted to drive it
I told him no, he flashed out, texting my phone talking violent
And told me put him in a song and he was catchin' a body
God protected my body, I fear no nigga breathin'
I feel like David and Goliath, a hungry pack of hyenas
Showing they teeth when I'm eating
Bitch, do it look like I'm cheesing?
Took my lick like a man
Then came home to the streets
No defeat!

[Hook]
When everyone's around I bet you had a ball
Killing emotional attachments with the alcohol
They say they love you and that for you they do anything
You find it awkward that their eyes don't say the same thing
Changing, lately, beware of smiling faces
Entangling, betraying, beware of smiling faces

Kevin Gates - Smiling Faces.

"I'm fine, stop touching me Zephyr. I'm about three seconds from hurting you." I told Zephyr pushing him away from me as Harley giggled behind us.

Zephyr held me close as he pushed people away from bumping in to me.

Harley trailed behind holding my left hand as I continued to struggle to push Zephyr off me.

I hadn't even heal and he was dragging me to my classes.

He was being real protective for the past two week since I decided to come back early.

Since I been back Ivory was sorta talking to me again.

When I came back to the school a week after my accident, she ran up to me and gave me the biggest hug telling me how she was just so happy I didn't die.

We spent the whole day together discussing what happen. Zephyr and Harley sat with us. Zephyr texted on his phone as he occasionally looked up too just to see if I was still next to him and Harley looked around awkwardly as she sat next to Ivory across from Zephyr.

After that first day, Ivory went back to Kathy and their crew. We talked, but it still wasn't the same like how we use to be.

Harley was here now.

She is a friend that I so need because of everything happening to me.

She just listens.

She probably the kindest chick up in this school.

Since after the accident, I just confided in her.

Isaiah and Isaac don't really trust her all that much.

She ain't allowed in the house and can only sit on the porch with me and talk or sometimes we just chill at the park.

"Wait for me. Just cause Harley got this class with you don't mean you can just walk off with her and leave when class is over. If I don't see you, when class is over just watch me and you." Zephyr said kissing my cheek and ruffling up Harley's hair and walked away.