𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐎𝐔

xxi. CURIOUSITY .

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"should i do my homework today? nah maybe tomorrow during school!"

welcome back to another episode of what in the world is going on inside [name]'s head. moving on to the topic of the story, it was currently early morning and [name] awoke from her sleep, when she was finished with her daily routine whenever she woke up she asked herself if it was a good idea to do her homework that was due tomorrow, wow, what a productive protagonist! anyway, she decided to do her homework tomorrow and not today because she said so and she actually wanted to do her homework now but unfortunately her body refused to cooperate and her entire head was like "no."

she was laying on her bed as she stared at her ceiling and you were all expecting her to think about life but if you did think that she was then you are absolutely wrong because she's making fake scenarios that will never come true inside her head and she was loving it, kind of. a random thought came inside her head and she thought it was would be a good idea to annoy her mother but that would earn a slipper being thrown at her face if she did so she crossed that idea from her head and continued making fake scenarios inside her head.

"what are you doing?"

[name] was quick to jolt herself up from the bed she laid upon as her eyes gazed on her mother's figure who stood on the door frame with one of her brows raised at [name] who sighed and laid on her bed once again, her mother was confused at her sudden action and questioned what had happened to her to be in this current mood. the woman's concern was not seen but to her daughter it was and though [name] was not in the mood to talk at this current moment she did for the sake of her mother questioning her why she was acting so strangely.

"no need to worry ma, i just don't have anything to do and i'm not in the mood to talk right now.", her mother relaxed her shoulders and nodded at her daughter, though she was eased by her daughters explanation she was still worried about her for it's not everyday she acts like she's done nothing and even if she had nothing to do she would play games to pass the time which is why her current attitude at this very moment was questionable but decided not to question it further "if you don't have anything to do then go downstairs and sweep the floors."

"no thanks ma,"

"i wasn't asking, [name]."

[name] was about to open her mouth to protest but shut her mouth when she saw her mother's glare and decided that it was best to do what she demanded her to do so she wouldn't anger her mother after all she didn't want her to scold her all day long and she definitely didn't want to ruin a day where she could lay down all day and rest since tomorrow was another day of going back to the place of learning which will drain her mood even more since whenever she goes there it's either her mood suddenly drops but then she remembers that she gets to see her friends so it isn't that bad.

getting up from her bed while her mother already left her room she thought about laying back down but knowing that if her mother doesn't see her downstairs doing what she was told to do she would hear her mother rapping with such speed that she wouldn't be able to understand what she was saying in the first place and go avoid that she tiredly walked out of her room and walk started to walk downstairs to sweep the floors.

as she was walking down the stairs she could hear her mother's voice from all the way to kitchen and though she was not one to listen to a conversation topic that her mother speaks of she visibly tensed when she heard her name fall out of her mother's mouth and sadness was laced on her tone that made [name] stop walking and listen carefully so she'll be able to clearly hear the conversation, how her heart rapidly beat that she could clearly hear it pounding against her chest. the girl knew that her mother liked to talk about her to her friends it wasn't anything bad it was like a few things she liked and a few of her achievements.

although to hear her mother speak to someone on the phone with sadness laced within her tone of speaking it made her feel uneasy of what she could have possibly had done to sadden her mother as she spoke to someone on the phone.

"i don't know how to tell her but her reaction will surely take a toll on her emotions and that worries me. mom, [name] is really tired right now and i don't have the heart to tell her such a thing that could affect her and mentally hurt her don't worry i will tell her but not now though i will tell her but not when she's in a good mood it'll spoil her mood and i definitely don't want to tell her while she's tired.", it was confusing to her hear mother speak with such a tone for [name] only ever heard her mother speak with a such a caring and authoritative tone and over time she as well learned how to speak with such a tone and now hearing her mother speak with sadness it made her sad too.

she questions herself how her reaction will be if her mother were to bring up the topic she is currently conversing about to the person she's speaking to on the phone.

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xiao looking down at y'all, i feel like i'm about an inch taller than him but i also feel like he's a few inches taller than me but isn't he so pretty <33 i feed him almond tofu because i want to feed him food

do you think xiao would eat an avocado if the traveler keeps asking him to at least taste one?