𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐎𝐔

xxv. CONFUSION

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she wonders with confusion what was it that flashed inside her mind when she was in the classroom when the professor spoke about poems, currently she wasn't inside her classroom since it was now lunch and she stood in front of her classroom door with her back facing the door, she was too deep in thought to notice a figure coming towards her as the voice same voice of her professor echoed through her mind.

poem has a meaning, when you decided to pick a poem to read i want to assume that one of you at least felt a sense of relation or as we say either one of you feel like you are able to relate to the poem that you read.

when those words were said inside her mind it was replaced by another, the same voice that flashed inside her mind earlier. [name], this is the last time we are going to see each other so please know that the moments i shared with you —

was the most amazing moments in my life however it seems that . . .

a marker . . . has been drawn to signify my end.

her breath hitched, that voice was so familiar to her and when she tried to think why she then remembered the dream she had once had to the point where her mother and father barged inside her room to check what's wrong when they heard her scream, it was the same voice of the boy whom appeared on her dream she didn't see his face however it was clear that his voice was deep and sounded that of a boy

she remembered the screams and the slaps but she couldn't understand was this all some kind of hallucination that her mind is playing on her or is it something else, she doesn't understand this was so confusing and if she talked about this to her parents they might call her crazy and don't believe her however she had to do so after all what if this was something related to her mental health, she had to tell them even if she didn't want to.

"are you gonna stand there looking like a mannequin or something?"

a sharp gasp came from her as she finally saw five figures standing in front of her causing her to rush to the side and speed walk away from the five not wanting anything to do with them apparently, unfortunately for her a man with brown hair, seriously what's up with guys having brown hair in this school, and hazel colored eyes with yellow like streaks in the ends of his hair, he was also wearing his hair in a ponytail – suddenly put a hand on her shoulders causing her to freeze.

"hola señora, sorry for stoping you but we need some help.", the brunette smiled sheepishly as the four behind him waved their hands towards the [name] who only furrowed her eyes in confusion before waving at the group of guys causing their smile to widen "what kind of help do you need?", there was slight hesitation when she opened her mouth but her mother and father taught her to help those around her and so she spoke even if she was rather hesitant to do so, the men smiled at her before the brunette spoke up once again "you see we kinda uhh . . . have a problem and we need . . . a girl to help us."

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ah . . . it seems she should've said no to their help and asked them to find someone else.

"ah so this is one who'll be helping you with the school event that's to be announced this week?"

no– if anything she didn't even know what she needed to do, instead she basically stood there not knowing what was happening. even the teacher nor the group that dragged her into this didn't explain the situation, and boy was she nervous. she decided to open her mouth to speak up however the man who's hair was tied in a ponytail spoke up before she could, "si, senor! she's our model to represent our school for the event!" as he confirmed his sentence only then did [name]'s eyes widen in surprise.

"excellent!", she needed to step in before this teacher was to expect much of her. "hold on–" she butted in before someone clasped a hand on her mouth preventing her from speaking any further "aha . . . i hope you'll be very much pleased with what we have in mind, sir.", another spoke up and this time it was a man with a hair color that was blondish in color as the ends of his hair presented the colors red and and green with a hint of yellow, the color of his eyes were the color blue.

oh this buffoon!

[name] was quick to bite his hand causing him to yelp in pain and quickly did her retract his hand away from her mouth, with this she was quick to glare at the group with her teeth gritting with one another, she was mad, so mad. calming herself, she locked eyes with the male teacher who looked at her confused. "sir, i think there's a misunderstanding here! i never agreed to any of this, i don't even know what's going on and what's happening at this current moment because in a more honest take, these guys walked up to me and asked me for help and i agreed and suddenly they dragged me to you and then i suddenly hear that i'm participating in a event that i know nothing about, they never even explained anything to me and most of all i never agreed this.

so with all due respect, can i not attend and participate in this event and leave?"

there was a bewildered look on the teacher's face before he faced the group he looked at me with both a rather enraged look and a nervous look on their faces, "boys, you better tell me the truth, is what she is saying true?", his sharp eyes were looking at them with a warning look and the boy with a ponytail looked down and nodded "it is sir,", he paused as he looked up to speak once more "but we intended to tell her once you were gone!", he reasoned however the teacher was enraged and disappointed and so did he shake his head at this.

"even so, you were about to let her join without her saying yes or no to the situation, this is never like you at all, mister saul!"

ah so this dude is named saul.

the much older man turned to [name] with an apologetic look on his face as he sighed "please forgive me for this, you may leave. i will make sure to talk to them.", without saying anything more did she huff and walk away with her brows furrowed with rage and for this did she hear the teacher angrily scold them.

during the lunch period, [name]'s friends were worried and confused why she was munching on her food so aggressively.

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hi, i'm so sorry for not updating – i sorta forgot about this book and didn't even bother to update because of the lack of motivation and because i had no idea what to write,,

for the time being this chapter is rushed because i don't have ideas currently however i'll do my best for the next chapter and when i'll inform you if ever i won't be updating.