We laid in each others arms in the warmth of Nialls bed cuddlying closer and closer together."E..." "mmmh?" "What do you think of your life so far?" "Crap" I laughed Niall llaughed too ..."no seriously what do you think about it?" He asked again "in all seriousness I think its crap, a lifetime of sadness and regret, a lifetime of guilt and loneliness a lifetime of no Niall Horan by my side....trust me when I say it was crap" I said I felt a kiss being planted on my forehead.."that Elisa is probably the sweetest thing u have said to me in the last 100 years " he laughed . "Laugh all you want Horan...but I am telling you it was still crap!"