Little Distractions

Chapter 18

I looked at Luke with my eyes bulging out of my head. "Luke wrote all of these?" I questioned know sitting down. I flipped through the book rapidly taking in all of the lyrics.
She sleeps alone my heart wants to go home
I wish I was
I wish I was
Beside you
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Cause When the earth his falling down baby
You just gotta get out
gotta get out
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Don't stop doing what you're doing
Cause you know that
You know that I like it
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she's good at school
She's never truant
She can speak French I think she's fluent
I swear she lives in that library
If you ask her she'll say
"That's where you'll find me."
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Luke looked at me embarrassed and the gave Calum the dirtiest look ever.
"I told you not to let anyone see that other than us!" He spat tearing it out of my hands. What the actual Fuck.
"Luke what the hell I was reading it. Besides it's only me. Were they about me?"
"God dammit that's the problem it's you. Holy shit Calum you ass." that was the last thing he said before he shot out of he room upstairs and I ran after him.
"Leave me alone Willow." he demanded.

"Luke I'm not a dog."

"It's been 10 minutes and you are already starting to fuck up our relationship." I could see his soul becoming dark once again. Me? I was fucking up the relationship??? I gave him a glare and ran back down stares to the boys and lied down on Michaels couch.
"Willow are you okay?" Ash asked sitting down next to me. I realized tears were streaming down my face like a waterfall. He pulled me into a comforting side hug and kissed me on the forehead. "He's an ass, always has been."
"Thanks ash." I said in between sniffles.
"Truth is all those songs were about you. He was just to much a pussy to tell you." Cal blurted out.
"Yes he doesn't want it to ruin his bad boy reputation." Michael laughed and smiled walking over to sit on the other end of the couch next to me.
"Oh come here little willow," he giggled and nuzzled me into a hug and I cried onto his shoulder. After about 2 minutes of sobbing I pulled away to look at his shirt.

"It's okay it was only his favorite shirt." Ashton teased followed by a laugh." Now I felt really bad.

"Michael I'm so sorry."

"It's not my favorite, don't worry about it." He smiled. I looked over to see Calum attempting to tune his guitar looking left out.

"Are we done hugging yet?" I gave him a get-your-lazy-ass-over-here look and it apparently worked.
"Fine." A smile quickly grew on his face as he waddled over to the couch followed by Michael yelling,

"Group hug!" The boys piled on top of me causing me to burst into hysterical laughter.

" We wuv youuu." Cal teased in a baby voice. Causing them all three of them to laugh and squeeze me tighter.

"I love you guys too. A lot."