Oh god oh god oh god oh god. What the hell am I going to do? I kissed Dan!
I walk around my room, trying to calm myself down. What am I going to tell Chris? Nothing. Infact! In my eyes, this never happened.
I unlock my door and sigh. Dan better had gone out or something because I am not talking to him.
He thinks he can just kiss me and then question my loyalty to my boyfriend? Well SCREW HIM!
I go into the living room and thankfully Dan isn't there. I notice a bit of paper in Dan's sofa crease. I pick it up and read the words scribbled on it.
Hey gorgeous ;) Thought you might want some space to figure stuff out.
Oh yeah. And you kiss GREAT!
Dan <3
I crumple up the note and text Chris. I need a distraction. Wait what? No. I need my boyfriend.
To - Chris <3
Hey prince charming. I hope ur okay. Dan went out so I thought you could come over. Have some time alone. ;)
I go onto youtube and watch Dan's cringe attack video. Mainly because I already know that I am going to be cringing alot now. My phone buzzes twice in my hands and I open my messages.
From - Chris <3
Hey gorgeous.
That immediately makes me cringe. They come on fast! That's what Dan called me in his note.
I'm fine. Just a bruised nose.
Dan is such a dick.
Sure I'll come round if that's what you want. Anything to see you again. I'll be there soon. <3
I sigh. If Chris ever finds out about what happened, he'd be crushed and would surely break up with me. That can't happen. I need him.
There is a knock on the door and I go and open it to reveal Chris with a brownish purple bruise at the bridge of his nose.
"Oh my god! Chris!" I kiss his bruise and embrace him in a hug. "I'm so sorry Dan did that to you!" I release him from the hug and look at him pitifully.
"Hey. You avenged me by kicking him." Chris replies, smiling. I laugh, grabbing his hand and pulling him inside.
We sit in my bedroom and he pulls me closer and presses his lips gently to mine. We begin movong in time and Chris traces his tongue over my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I grant him access and his tongue explores my entire mouth.
As he pulls away, I realise im crying and Chris does too.
"Ame? What's wrong your crying?" I shake my head. I didn't feel it. The spark I did when Dan kissed me.
"I-I'm just so h-happy you're okay." I lie, forcing a smile onto my lips. He nods and our lips collide once more. I push him away by his chest and begin sobbing.
"I'm so sorry Chris. I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to kiss back." I can't help but tall him. Boyfriends and girlfriends are not supposed to keep secrets.
Chris tilts his head to the side in that cute way he does when he is confused. "What are you talking about Ame?"
I shaje my head and whipe away the tears streaming down my face.
'D-Dan. I didn't mean to ki-kiss back." Chris' eyes fill with hurt. Shit.
"Y-you kissed Dan?" He stutters and I nod, looking at the floor.
"Amy do you love me?" The hurt boy in front of me asks. I look upto him, tears still rolling down my cheeks.
"Of coure I do Chris." He looks straight in the eye. "Then say it."
"Wh-what?"
"Say it. Say 'I love you'" Tears strat welling in Chris' eyes too.
"I-I." He sighs and pulls me inti a hug. Not the reaction I was expecting but okay.
"I understand. It's hard to find the person you truely love and I respect that. And just in case you were wondering, I love you Amy."
And with that, he lets go of me and walks out. Fuck. FUCK!
Dan ruined my relationship and I don't give a shit about the kiss. He is going to pay.
He is going to pay a lot.
Sup friends! So there is a bit of tension then? Ooohhhh. I must say, I keep making my characters dicks in all my books. THIS ISNT EVEN MY MOST DEPRESSING BOOK! That would be Fkrever Alone which I highky recommend you read.
Anyways, what's been going on with your lovely lives? Probably something more interesting than in mine. Tell me in the comments because I am lonely and need friends.
Until next time!
Keep reading my lovelies!
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