"Will you be my girlfriend?"
OH GOD!
What am I meant to say? Has he been on Google?
I let the questions roll around my head.
"Um. Is this a wind up?" Dan's face drops. Oh no. He was serious? Why me!
I look into Dan's chocolate eyes and all I see is hurt. Great. I was hoping that we could come home tonight and make up but no. Of course the world would never let anything good happen to me.
The next this I know, Dan is crying and running out the room. I end up just sitting there.
"Stupid stupid STUPID!" I sit there and punch my stomach over and over. Im not sure why but it's better than self harming so it works for me.
Phil comes racing into the living room and grabs my hands.
"What the hell happened? Where's Dan?" He looked really concerned.
"He asked me to be his girlfriend but I thought it was to wind me up. Then he just ran out of the room crying. Why do I always make everyone cry Phil? Why am I such a horrible person?" At this point, I was crying too and Phil was looking at me in pity.
"You're not a horrible person. Dan is just really sensitive. Your just having a bad day." He embraces me in a hug.
----------A Few Days Later----------
"Dan please. I just wanna talk!" I stand outside Dan's locked bedroom door. I havn't seen him in four days. Since he asked me out.
I have been thinking about that situation and I was really harsh on him. I do want to at least be his friend but he won't even look at me so thats going to be difficult.
"Leave me alone!" I hear through the door. I'm pretty sure he's srying from the sound of his voice.
"Look. I'm sorry. Can't we just be friends?"
Who am I kidding? This is just making me feel worse.
After a few minutes of silence, I give up and go into the lounge. I flick through the channels on the TV and settle for Adventure Time. I grab my phone from my front pocket and check my twitter.
I havn't checked it in three days as I keep getting hate from all the danosaurs saying that I broke Dan's heart and I don't deserve to be his girlfriend.
I allow a few tears to fall down my face as I scroll down.
@amycartright may have broken my heart but go easy on her. I still have feelings for her.
I begin sobbing into a cushion. I break his heart and he still tells his dangirls not to hate me.
"DAN PLEASE JUST FORGIVE ME!" Phil runs in and comforts me. Dan won't even open the door for him. I feel like I'm tearing apart their friendship too.
A/N
Soooooo. Bit of drama going on in the Phan household!
Betcha weren't expecting dat!
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