Secret fandom (5SOS AU) [TO BE EDITED]

Chapter 7

JESS'S POV:

I don't know what or why I did it. But I love them all. Obviously.

What are you doing Jess? First you kiss Ash. But then you say yes to a date Cal asked you on? You've gotta choose or leave. That's it! I'll go to that one date and leave. I mean of course. It's not even a question. If I don't I'll start a war between them. I'll never forgive myself for that. No second thoughts. This is the plan.

I think to myself as I shower. Coming out of the shower, I find my Atl lyric shirt saying "Give Me Therapy, I'm A Walking Travesty, But I'm smiling At Everything". My black cosmic stripped vans slip into my feet and my black ripped skinnies into my skinny legs. I hadn't eaten much because of all the hate.

*knock knock*

"you ready." Calum questions from the opposite side of the door.

"Yeah! Gimme just a second." I quickly put on a shade of dark eyeliner above my eyes but below my eyes I put a very thin line. I straight my hair roughly. Put my blue jacket on.

"Ready." I smile as I open my door to a smiley calum with blue roses In his hands.

"I don't know. These are the first thing that just sorta popped up in the florist shop." He hands them to me.

"Cal, I don't even need to smell by bringing them close to my nose. They smell amazing from this far. And they are my favourite colour too." I chuckle taking in the sweet aroma.

I slide my arm between his and grab that arms hand with the other one. He wears a white shirt with a black coat, like on weddings, and he wears black skinnies too. His hair rushes up, with the blonde streaks rising like tidal waves all together.

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CALUM'S POV:

We just walked and talked randomly for hours. In between we even got some chips and shakes, that's all she wanted. I got the same food.

Ashton helped a bit. He told me she loves to walk and she loves people who trust her decisions. I didn't know why though. Im pretty sure he also wants her. But I guess that's what makes him so great, he doesn't just care about himself. He's selfless. Ashton girls are lucky. Why can't I get the girl?

I had no clue even a fan could be this less obsessive but still so obsessive. Of course at times her inner fangirl used to kick in and she used to ask questions related to Us but I'd easily answer. I want this relationship to be honest. I don't want her to leave, ever if necessary.

She smells like Lilies and the wind. The cool breeze. Her expressions tell me how much she doesn't take this date seriously but I'll make her like it.

"So tell me do you still use two pairs of vans?"

"Yep!"

"And you smoke too?"

My eyes widen. My heart beat increases. My feet stop walking.

"Calum? Oh god. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked I just ruined everything. We were having so much fun, but I just need to do this."

"No-no. It's fine." I calm her as she panicks.
"I do. Not frequently, but I do. Just because I like it. It's stupid. I know and that's why I'm trying to quit."

"Oh- okay." She wipes a tear. God she's emotional. Can I handle her? I'm not good with emotional people. That's why my previous girlfriend broke up with me.

"Hey. Let's go home. I'm really cold. That and I'm really tired from all the walking. I hope you understand."
I don't.

"Of course." I get us a taxi and the whole ride was silent. Her head lay on my shoulder, our arms connected and fingers intertwined as our palms touch eachother.

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"I had a good time Cal. Thank you" she pecks on my cheek.

"Same. Hug?" I make a pout with my arms wide open.

"Hug." Her head warmly meets my chest. Then her hands clasp on my backbone.

I tug my face into her shoulder.

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As she lets go I don't feel like I can let her go. I kiss her on her cheekbone and she smiles. She walks towards her room and sighing I walk to my room.

JESS'S POV

I close the door as I came from an amazing date, I over think my previous activities. A kiss from Ash, a date from Calum, what's more? Maybe sex from Michael. I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't be thinking this, but I need to leave before anything gets worse. I should leave tonight, before anything else happens. These boys are always full of surprises, and it is scary to see that happen. But Luke has always acted very strangely, like a lost puppy - with a devilious grin. Luke has always seems to be strange to me and I never know why. His pale expressions, his cold gestures.

LUKE'S POV

I feel a slight burn in my chest. Jess is home. I have to do something before she turns me to back to my horrible self. I feel better this way, no emotion, no expression. I know that all she sees is coldness, but I have to do something, whether or not if it is turning her into a monster. She is mine, and there is no stopping me from marking her.
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Hey guys,
Just back here again to say thanks for all the support.
This chapter here was mostly written by Alizey5SOS , thanks so much gal. And I have added another something.
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