I Think It's Broken (ITIB Book 1. Unedited.)

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"You sick fuck" Vladlan yelled laughing at Vladimir while trying to cover me up. Vladimir threw his hands in the air laughing.

"I'm sorry brother, but this is your fault"

"Get out"

"I'll be in the living room"

Vladlan gently put me on the floor and made sure I was steady, my legs were still shaking but I could walk. I wrap the towel around me and picked up my bottoms. I felt Vladlan slap my ass making me jump. "We'll finish this later"

I ran upstairs using the bathroom and took a shower, I changed into some of Vladlan's clothes. Suddenly I felt nauseous, I ran over to the toilet throwing up everything I've consumed today, I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and brushed my teeth. I instantly got irritated knowing it was just the side effect of the chemo.

I went downstairs in the kitchen and grabbed my cranberry juice and went into the living room with the men.

"Do you guys usually have sex everywhere when Princess isn't here?"

"Yes" we both said at the same time.

"You both need help" he shook his head "but as for that meeting later today. I could really use you there. I would owe you big time"

"I can't Selene has an-"

"Selene will be fine" I said looking at him "it's just a check-up, I'll go pick up Athena from school then go to the appointment"

"You sure?"

"Yes baby" I looked at Vladimir "Where is my sister?"

"She got called into work"

"Speaking of Astrea," Vladlan said "You two need to start talking to us when you get Princess something"

"Yeah, she was listening to something she had no business listening to" I added

"What was she listening to?" Vladimir asked

"You should have heard it," Vladlan said shaking his head

"If it's that one song Astraea listens to every morning. Then I have no words"

I started laughing "I don't know how you deal with her"

"The same way Vladlan deals with you"

I nodded my head in defeat "Touché" I looked down at the time it was almost two "I'm gonna go get Athena"

Vladimir looked down at his phone "Astraeas gets off work in a little, I can ask her to get princess, if you want"

"Um yeah go ahead. I really don't want her there"

"I get it"

"I'm gonna go now, I'm starving"

"Worked up an appetite?" Vladlan said teasing me.

"No really" I shrugged "I've had better"

"Selene. I will fuck you on this table right now"

"Do it"

"Ima text Astraea and tell her that we need to do foreplay like this" Vladimir blurted out. I honestly forgot he was here.

"That's disgusting" I said scrunching my face up.

"Hello Selene, how are you feeling?" My doctor, Dr.Brown, has been my primary/ob since I was 14. She was an wonderful doctor.

"Good, actually"

"How's the little one?" she smiled

"She actually started school today. She's so big now"

She handed me and cup to pee in and took some blood. "You'll have to bring her next time. It's been so long since I seen her"

I came back from the bathroom and she took my vitals. She pulled her computer out "Everything looks good even your WBC count is well" she smiled at me

"You think I'll have to do treatment long?"

"We'll see how this next cycle goes" she gave me an hopeful smile, she clasped her hands together "Come on lay back"

"The fun part" I said sarcastically causing her to laugh. She did my exam and let me get myself together.

"Selene I want to talk to you"

"Okay?"

She took a deep breath "There's really no easy way to say this, but during your exam I noticed you had a lot of scar tissue. With the therapy and the rough pregnancy with Athena, I'm afraid your barren"

I jumped at the words and chuckled "Barren?"

"Selene I'm sorry" she rested her hand on mine.

I nodded my head fighting back tears "It's okay. It's fine."

I quickly left out the hospital and went to my car. As soon as I closed the door I broke down. Heartbreaking cries left me. I wanted a big family, Vladlan wanted a big family, and I couldn't give him that. I didn't want Athena growing up with out siblings. I don't know what I would do without my brothers and sisters. I couldn't go back to him, I couldn't tell him. This would be to much.

I went to Astraeas house and picked Athena up, muttering a quick hi and bye, she looked at me confused but I just told her I didn't feel good. I ran past my house and grabbed some clothes for the both of us.

"Go get some toys too baby," I told Athena

"Okay mommy"

I pulled out my phone and called my brother "Sel?"

"Hey, I was wondering if me and Athena could stay with you for a while?"

"Of course, is everything okay?"

"Um yeah I'll tell you when I get there, and Khris?"

"Yeah?"

"Please don't tell anyone I'm with you"

"What's going on?"

"I'll tell you when I get there, I love you"

"Love you too Sel"

"Come on Athena lets go"

We got in the car and started the 40 minute drive to my brothers house. It was going to be a lot going back and forth between my treatment and Athena's school but it had to be done.
My phone started ringing and it was Vladlan calling. I took a deep breath and answered the phone.

"Hey baby"

"Hey, how was your appointment"

"It was fine nothing new. We set up a new schedule for my new cycle of chemo"

"Good, we can talk about it more when you get home. Where's Princess?"

"She's in the back," I looked in the mirror "she's sleep"

"Okay baby. I was just checking on you. Astraea told me you didn't feel good"

"I'll be okay"

"Okay I love you. I'll see you at home"

"I love you too" I quickly hung up the phone.

I pulled into my brothers driveway and took Athena out. Khris was already opening the door. Athena's eyes lit up and she ran to him screaming.

"Uncle Khris!" She jumped in his arms

"Baby goddess!" He twirled her around "goodness you've gotten so big"

We went in the house and got settled. He ordered pizza for us and we all sat in the living room eating.

"So tell me what happened?"