"So your FIANCE has been 'UPGRADED' to BOYFRIEND......." Sana asked confused. I could not stop grinning like an idiot despite getting judgemental looks from my best friends. "If that bastard turns out to be lying about the misunderstanding, trust me Y/N his limbs would not be found in the right places...." Ten tells me for the 10th time. "Yes yes guys dont worry really he is a good person" I reassure them still unable to stop giggling. "And you are returning my multiple pieces of clothes ......when?" Taeyong asked in a playfully annoyed tone. "Awweee our Tyongie, I am so sorry for forgetting to bring your clothes for so many days." I tell him for the nth time. Honestly it has been days since the incident and I had been waiting to tell Sana and Ten but our timetables had not matched for days.
Yuta has been extremely busy with work these days as he would need to take a break from work for the wedding. I had been so busy with schoolwork that I had not gotten the chance to meet up with my friends. Today I decided to go meet Hendery and invite him to the wedding. I decide to quickly go home and take another wedding card, and run to the tattoo parlour. Today I was happy, and today I wanted to get a tattoo BECAUSE I was happy.
"HIII HENDERYYYYY " I ran to him and gave him a hug. "HEYYY Y/N!!!" Hendery said in a nervous yet happy tone. "How the fuck are you so happy today..... You literally NEVER show up at the tattoo parlour in a happy state." "Henderyyyy I got myself a BOYFRIENDDDD" I tell him excitedly. "WAIT WAIT woman arent you going to get married??" Hendery asked me shocked. "Yes Yuta asked me to be his girlfriend" I tell him grinning. "Yeah we gonna get married soon, but I am happy hehe... I am so happy I havent even smoked for a while." "Good for youuu Y/N" Hendery reassures me with a huge smile "So do you want a tattoo?" "YESSS ANDDDD here is my wedding card you are invited." I tell him. Hendery smiles at me and starts the design I ask him to draw.
I look at the finished tattoo with a smile. I was above my belly button. My belly is not really flat, but I loved the tattoo either way. It was a Y in the shape of a growing tree. That is how my feelings were growing for Yuta everyday.
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I wonder if the tattoo is even noticable between my extreme amounts of tattoos. Yuta would probably not even be seeing it anytime soon. I give a high five to Hendery before paying him.
I go to Sana's house for our movie night and I obviously could not focus. Oh I forgot to text Yuta to let him know I would be late.
Me: Hey I am watching a movie with my friends... I will come home late tonight. Eat your food and dont wait up <3 Boyfriend: Okk Y/Nnnie. Want me to pick you up later? Me: oh no dw, Ten will drop me off on his way. Boyfriend: alrightyy then see you Y/Nnnie.
"Y/N....... we know you are texting your 'BOYFRIEND' stop giggling" Sana interrupts causing Tyong to fall off the couch laughing. "Heheheh" I just giggle at her. "When are you gonna ask your 'BOYFRIEND' to the prom at school" Ten asks me. "Umm about that....... I dont know...... isnt he too old for a school dance?" I ask them nervously. "Well you gotta come with SOMEONE........" Taeyong reminds me. "Umm ok....... I might ask him then,........ " I tell them hesitantly.
I go home to find the apartment dark. I quickly slip in to the bathroom to take a shower. I stand infront of the mirror to look at my tattoos. Underneath which there were so many scars........ I try to hard to forget it...... but I am still unable to. I wonder how Yeji would be doing if she didnt die that time. Maybe she would be hanging out with her friends. She would be around 25 right? Maybe she would have a really cool job and an amazing boyfriend. Maybe just like me she would stand infront of the mirror after every shower and cry. Would we keep in touch if she was alive? I should visit her family sometime. Though her brother Hyunjin simply starts crying everytime she sees me, he still feels a bit of comfort at my presense, atleast SOMEONE in the world does not think being raped and tortured to death is something disrespectful. I should visit Hyunjin again sometime.
I quickly put on my new black lace set of underwear and I realise I had not brought a clean set of clothes in the bathroom. I find Yuta's used sweatshirt hanging in the racks and quickly put it on before getting out of the bathroom. The lights were suddenly turned on by my....... boyfriend..... and he quickly pulled me into a kiss. "You be looking better than me in my sweatshirt........" He whispered in my ear and it made me blush. "Umm......Yuta........can I ask you something?" I ask him nervously. "Yeah ofcourse Y/Nnnieee" He reassures me in a high pitched voice that made me laugh. "Will you go to my prom with me?" I ask him nervously. "Ofcourse I will ...... is that even a question?" he whispers again..... making me blush.... AGAIN.... "come on lets go to sleep quickly" He tells me and picks me up to carry me to bed.
I wake up next morning with Yuta's arms wrapped around my bare waist as the sweatshirt I was wearing got lifted up to my chest. Our legs were tangled together. I tried to move but my knee accidentally touched Yuta..... down there...... I act like nothing happened but then he suddenly whispered in my ear "What the hell do you think you are doing.... " In a deep voice that gave me shivers. And obviously.... I blushed..... His fingers were drawing patterns on my stomach and slowly travelled around my waist, finally running his fingers by the lining of my underwear. His legs were slowly rubbing mine and his toe traces lines on my leg. "Can I check out your tattoos?" he whispers in my ear. That totally caught me off gaurd.Oh no.... what if he sees the visible scars too...
