Red Wine/// NCT YUTA FANFIC

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AUTHORS NOTE//// 
Okay my friends called me to tell me that the last chapter was full of grammatical mistakes. Sorry for not being able to focus hehe. Lets keep the story going anyways. 

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The movie ended atleast an hour ago but we did not move. My head was still on his chest and I was still sitting on his lap with his arms wrapped around my waist. I finally had the courage to ask him something. It was always me with my issues. But I never asked Yuta what he was going through. 

"Hey Yuta........ can I ask you something?" I asked him hesitantly. 
He met his eyes with mine and put a soft peck on my nose. "Ofcourse Y/Nnnie." 
"Umm.. everytime I run away... or umm..... do not pick up calls.... you start to.... panic?....." I start hesitantly....... his eyes got bigger and his grip on me got loose and I continue "Is there something about it? You wanna tell me something?...." I finished asking. 
He was quiet..... for atleast half a minute, letting out long breaths. 
"There was a girl I loved........ a lot......... I loved her a lot...... I knew this marriage was going to happen.... but I wanted to stay with her. I would not have minded getting disowned by my parents if it meant I would get to stay with her. " He finished this sentence waiting for my response. I tightened my arms around him as a form of reassurance.

"She said she was going on her usual weeklong trips to the US. Her family had business there so she often went there with her family. So one fine day she told me she is going on one. I did not really mind her going there..... but I did miss her." This time I reshifted so that this time his head was on my shoulder and I would give him a big hug, considering his tone, I am sure his story is painful to tell. "She did not give me a single call after that day. I could not contact her at all. I should have contacted her family, but I didnt. I trusted her. I believed she would come back to me all fine....... but she didnt..... I drank a lot to keep myself from running to the US to find her...... but I should have gone........" He seemed to be crying. "I called her brother at one point, and he told me yeji had gone to the US to recieve treatment for cancer, but she passed away." His voice broke at this point. I kissed his forehead as a form of reassurance. Whoever she is, I hope she is in a good place right now, knowing that people around her loved her a lot. 

"I do not believe a thing they said Y/N...... she cannot be dead...... I was with her the entire time..... she never showed any signs or symptoms of any kind of sickness..... a part of me knows she isnt here anymore Y/N.... but a part of me wants to believe she is out there, somewhere living her best life... " Yuta hugs me tighter. He really loved her......

I am not the usual jealous type... but I kind of want to respect her knowing she had passed away... and not alive somewhere out there..... maybe it was the fear of losing someone I could finally fall in love with. OH MY GOD I am being so evil about his dead girlfriend. I slap myself mentally.
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OH MY GOD I am in love with Yuta...