Red Wine/// NCT YUTA FANFIC

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"If that carries bad memories for you, then lets share it, we can share the pain too." Yuta tells me in a soft tone, and kisses me on the lips. Which soon turns into a more intense one. He slips his tongue in my mouth and I do the same. His hand wandered around my waist and soon reached my ass.  The other hand was behind my neck, pulling me deeper into the kiss. He leaned in further and he was lying on top of me on the couch. Suddenly the doorbell rang. 

I sat there with my head hung low as my dad scolded us for not letting him know I was admitted to the hospital. We just told him I fell and got hurt in the dressing room. He went on and on about how I do not care about him anymore. Honestly , I have been hiding it from him BECAUSE I cared about him. He would not be able to take this pain. He left after about an hour, leaving me and Yuta extremely awkward. 

"So umm...... want some red wine?" Yuta asked, getting a bottle of red wine and two glasses before I could even answer. He poured me a glass. "You dont seem to smoke anymore." He asked in a monotone. 
"Well I dont seem to get in stress that often." I answer. Fully knowing well Yuta is one of the reasons behind me not having much stress anymore. 
He only flashed me a smile. His smile is so pretty. Ok Y/N you have been staring for a bit too long. 
Yuta suddenly gets up and sits closer to me, our legs touching each other, sending sparks. "Are you done staring? Can we continue now?" He asked, maintaining that smile. 
"Huh?......uh? continue what?" I asked confused, still in a daze. Yuta never really stopped smiling. he simple took the empty wine glass from my hands and put in on the living room table. 

He came closer and crashed his lips onto mine, once again. This never really gets old. Wayyyyy too many butterflies start fluttering in my stomach every time he kisses me. The kiss was so deep I did not even realize when he ran his hands up my t-shirt, and was currently running his fingers on my bra lining. He softly pulled away from the kiss and brought his face close to my ear to whisper "Let's take this in the bedroom....". 

His lips never lefts mine, his arms never left my body, as we walked..... umm..... swirled to the bedroom, and I could feel the back of my head hit the bed. I tried to pull up his shirt, and he had to break the kiss to remove the sweatshirt he was wearing, and he quickly removed my sweatshirt too. I just noticed my bra was gone, and I looked at him curiously, "we already got rid of it in the living room Y/Nnnie" Yuta whispered in my ear, in a laughing tone. It took us seconds to get rid of Yuta's sweatpants, and my underwear since I did not wear extra pants with my oversized sweatshirt. 

I felt insecure. My belly is not flat, it would have stretch marks visible if I already did not have a million scars hidden under the tattoo. And my thighs and butt have too much cellulite. I immediately felt insecure as I realised Yuta was just above me, staring at my naked body. Oh god, what if he hates me. Yuta on the other hand was perfect. His body was perfect, with his erection pointing forwards, which scared me, It would definitely not fit inside me despite the fact that I am pretty loose after having various objects stuffed inside me. Yuta realised my insecurity and brought his face closer to my ears to whisper "You are beautiful". He then left sloppy kisses starting my neck, following down my cleavage and then my belly button. 

I do not know why and how I got the guts to do this, but I got up and LICKED his abs. Yes. Then I hid my face in the pillow, making Yuta laugh. He pulled my face out of the pillow and put a forehead kiss, while rubbing his finger on my clit, then putting a finger in, deepening the kiss. I moaned in between the kiss loud enough for my neighbours to hear. 
"You are already so wet for me Y/Nnnie..." Yuta whispers in my ear.
"Just fuck me already Yuta....." I tell him, realizing I screamed it. 
"Can you say my name again?" Yuta asks me confidently, twirling his finger inside me. 
"PLEASE put it in already YUTA." I scream at him, this time making sure the entire building probably heard me say that. 
He pushes inside me, and starts off slow, going back to kissing me. 
"FASTER" I scream really loud this time, and sounding like a moan ofcourse, well it IS a moan. 
"Impatient much?" He asks with a smirk. My nails dug into his back, and his grip on my breast got harder as he got faster, and filled me inside, we both cumming at the same time. With one last kiss, he pulled it out.