Red Wine/// NCT YUTA FANFIC

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I wake up sitting in a dark room. Suddenly everything around me lights up. I see Yuta on one side. Taeyong, Ten, Hendery and Sana was on another side. Another side had my dad , and Hyunjin to the opposite. I try to run to my husband but I get blocked by........glass? Suddenly the glasses start to shatter. They hurt me all over my body. But that should allow me to run to Yuta right? I try to run to him but after the glass shattered, there was noone. I start crying in pain, and scream loud enough for me to wake up and this nightmare to stop. 

I wake up in what seems to be a hospital room. Why am I in a hospital, I need to go to Yuta. I try to get of my bed and someone grabs my arm from the other side causing me to stop. It was Yuta. My eyes water as I see him. 
"Yuta I am so sorry..."
"I AM SO SORRY Y/N" Our words clash and we both stop saying what we were saying. 
Yuta does not even let me speak further before softly grabbing my shoulders and pulling me to a hug. I hug him back, hoping never to let go. 
"Y/N... its okay.... whatever you want to say, you can say it later...... I promise to wait for you..... and not run away like an idiot again......" Yuta lets me know in a reassuring voice. 
"NO LISTEN." I grab his face and hold him parallel to me. "I have to get this done with."
"I am so sorry I did not know that the Yeji I knew was your ex Yeji, if I knew that I would have come clean I swear...... and she meant something to me..... " I try to explain to Yuta. 
"Thats fine, you can tell me whenever you want." Yuta reminds me, but I could only see curiousity in his eyes. I do not blame him to want to know what truly happened to the girl he loved with all his heart. 
"I met her where they kept us after kidnapping us..... " My voice starts to break. " She knew she was dying after all that torture..... They tortured her the most...... But she stayed strong enough to help me escape.... she did not even tell me what her situation was...... she passed away as soon as her head hit the hospital bed......" I look up to see Yuta silently crying. He was looking down but tears kept streaming down. I continued, "I did not know that she already knew she was going to die.... But last night that Taeil found me again and he did all that and told me about Yeji......." I started explaining again when Yuta suddenly stopped me.
"WAIT WAIT.... TAEIL HYUNG? HE IS THE ONE WHO HURT YOU LAST NIGHT?" He asked and I softly nodded and his face could only show anger. All the warmth in him was gone. 
"Yuta I'm sorry......." I try to apologise. 
"No Y/N..... please stop apologising.... I am sorry..... for everything that happened to you.... You....... I....... " Yuta could not even make sentences anymore. He was just crying. But this time he had anger in him. 

Y/Nnieee you will be discharged tomorrowwww" Yuta comes to me talking in a very aegyo tone, and kisses my forehead. 
"But I would need to see the Therapist 3 times a weekkkkk......... I dont need a therapist...... YUTAAA PLEASEEEEE." I copy his aegyo tone trying to confince him, but I fail miserably. I had gone so many years without a therapist..... I am sure I do not need one. 
"Now stop overthinking, I am about to take my bride home soon." Yuta reminds me in his velvetty voice.