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Roadblock recorded log day I believe it's hundred and six it's currently three in the morning I say. I told miss dokkeabi about my prostate cancer surgery and how it ruined my chance for kids or ever getting an erection I'm pretty sure everyone shows pitty about it unfortunately I can't have my own children I say. My nose starts to burn and my eyes water knowing I'll never be able to be a father and cut the umbilical cord myself or raise a child from infant to adult.

It sucks man I don't know what to do I always wanted to have a baby of my own even if it was a boy he'd be my mini man you know I idolized patriot he was my hero I want someone to look up to me like that like I'm Superman but that's something I'll never have I'll never be able to watch the growing process of the pregnancy for those nine months I'll never be able to cut the umbilical cord to show I'm not a complete fuck up I say. Roadblock signing off for the day I say and end the voice recording.

A few days later I'm up at 6:30 in the morning and dokkeabi is sitting on my bed while I sit at the table.

Hey do you mind if I record something I say. You do you dokkeabi says. Just so you know if you could stay quiet for like ten minutes that's all I need I say. It's been twenty minutes since either of us talked dokkeabi says. I know I'm just saying that so it's not like I randomly start talking out of nowhere I make message diaries for if I die out on the job it's not like I completely forgot about you all I say. Do you want me in here for something like that dokkeabi says. Its up to you if you want to hang around for that I do this once a week I say.

Dokkeabi taps her lips and lays on my bed playing her tablet and I start the voice recording. It's been a few months everyone is perfectly healed up and I have become pretty good friends with frost at first it was hatred that kept us from killing each other but I will happily admit I was wrong about her she's a good person and I don't mind knowing someone who cares that much for her team. As of this recording it has been little over a month since frost saved me from capture honestly I'm glad she showed up I say.

Looking at dokkeabi shes making heart hands and I smile. Don't get me started on that dokkeabi girl I don't know how I interest her but she's always in my room in the morning crouching at my bed watching the last half and hour of my three hour sleep. She is a awesome person and a great friend I have yet to go out with her and I already know she's always got my back when I need it. That's what I respect most about her she's always where you need her even if it's just to hang out to not feel lonely I just wish she wouldn't wear her shoes on my bed I always end up cleaning my sheets daily before they stain I say.

Looking at dokkeabi shes looking back at me. This was roadblock day one hundred twenty one signing off I say. So you want me to remove my shoes before I get on your bed dokkeabi says. Not to be weird miss dokkeabi I get looks like I'm crazy when I wash my sheets daily to the point misses hibana asked if I have a bed wetting issue I say. No it's just me the always lovable grace dokkeabi says. But really I mean it you are a great person I say. You flirting with me dokkeabi says. No ma'am I say. Awww your embarrassed dokkeabi says. You're getting my bed dirty I say.

So what is your wedding placement dokkeabi says. Door I say. You kicking me out dokkeabi says. No that's where he'll be jack is out of seats and we can't find no more frost says. It's alright I don't mind having to stand at the door just means if the door is knocked on I can answer it I say. It's white walls dokkeabi says. I don't wear white I say. That's alright only one who does is the bride dokkeabi says. Thank God I say. It's time aruni says. For what I say. To go to the wedding aruni says. I didn't know that was today I say.

That's what I forgot about quick get ready and meet us at the garage dokkeabi says. The three leave my room and I open my closet and pick my cleanest and darkest colored flannel shirt. Not having any dark pants I look like a lumberjack in the making grabbing patriots gun having found a use for it and run to the garage. Alright everyone ready dokkeabi says. Yeah I'm good to go how's it looking frost says. Wait everyone's car is here still dokkeabi says. Yeah we got up this morning about five jack said go back to sleep he called the pastor moved it from seven to ten mozzie says. You don't know how much better I feel knowing we didn't miss anything important frost says.

Lumberjack mozzie says. These are my darkest pants that are not blood stained cargo pants I say. So the world's brightest blue jeans and a dark flannel shirt black beard says. You own a suit and tie frost says. Yeah I have to this is my wedding attending suit and tie but this is also my bury me suit and tie black beard says. I feel very very under dressed I say. Good dokkeabi says. We got three hours what do you say we put the nice clothes away for a while and go run around outside mozzie says. First one thing I say. What is it mozzie says.

Mister you have the best mustache I had ever seen in my life I say. To be fair max you do have a fan-fucking-tastic mustache valkyrie says. Why thank you kindly mozzie says. So roadblock is your gun big enough valkyrie says. Probably to big for once I say. See I told you more people are bringing machine guns tachanka says. Hey how's it going I say. Sebastian he looks like he went through your closet frost says. Did you go through my closet buck says. No need to go through your closet this is pretty much what my closet has I say.

I thought I had boring clothes Harry says. What's with the silk suit thatcher says. He's wearing a Canadian tuxedo and your asking about the silk suit Harry says. What's a Canadian tuxedo I say. Denim pants and jacket frost says. It's only called that because it's what Bing Cosby was wearing back in the fifties when he was turned away from a hotel because of the jacket black beard says. What's that gotta do with Canada I say. He was in Vancouver Canada frost says. Let's go play outside till we go dokkeabi says.

Catch valkyrie says tossing a football at me. I don't know how to toss one of these I say. That's just sad mozzie says. Just try tachanka says. Tossing the football it goes over my head backwards and sets off a car alarm. Scatter Harry says. The garage scatters and everyone is outside hiding. Why are you in a tree alibi says. Roadblock thermite yells. That's why I say. He's not here Jordan had a quick mission for him Harry says. Who did this then thermite says. No idea we were out here hanging out Harry says.