I sat with my friend Danny. I’ve known Danny since we were both young so we were practically best friends. Danny’s other best friend sat down at the table. Ben. I’m not going to lie I had a crush on Ben but he had a girlfriend and didn’t like me in any way shape or form.
Ben was weirdly quite. “Ben don’t tell me you’ve argued with Layla?” Danny asked. Ben looked up “What no. I’m just I don’t know” At that moment Layla ran over to sit with us. “Hey Ben” She went to kiss him on the lips but Ben turned his head so she kissed him on the cheek. “Hi Danny, Hey John” Me and Danny both nodded our heads. Ben sat staring out the window. “Ben what’s up?” Layla’s voice was literally enough to annoy me and Danny. Ben is apparently only in it for sex but me and Danny legit think he Is in love with Layla. Ben turned to Layla “Do you really want to know?” She nodded. “Ok. I want to break up with you. Not a break literally break up with you. I don’t have feelings for you anymore in that way and I’m not going to say lets still be friends because well maybe not eh? I have a lot going on and I don’t want to be with you” Layla’s eyes glowed with tears. Mine and Danny’s mouth dropped. Layla just looked at everyone before getting up and leaving.
“So why did Ben break up with Layla?” Danny came over to my house. We would have asked Ben but he said he has a lot on. “I’m not to sure, Maybe she is past her sell by date and he wants another girl?” I shrugged my shoulders. Danny sighed. “Can I just point out that Ben doesn’t have a problem with you and I’m sure he doesn’t hate you he is just, you know Ben” I nodded. I pretended to understand but I just didn’t. No one knew I had a crush on Ben. Danny just knew I was bisexual.
“Where’s Danny?” A familiar voice said sitting opposite me. I looked up. It was Ben. “Ill.. Apparently” Ben laughed and poked his straw into his apple juice carton. “So I was talking to Danny” Ben took a drink of his apple juice “And I think what I gathered was that he thinks I act weird towards you. And I’m sorry if you think that. You’re a cool guy John and I know I don’t talk to you much but when we first met I was with Layla and I already knew Danny. But maybe now we could you know start talking” I nodded. Ben smiled at me.
D: So did Ben talk to you today he said he would?
J: Yup! He was just saying how when we first met he was with Layla and already knew you so he didn’t talk to me as much but now we can be friends
D: Finally! No fucking awkwardness will come out of our three way friendship ;)
J: Indeed!
I sat doing course work. I was writing my English essay on a Shakespeare book we had read in class. “John. One of your friends are here” My mum shouted up to me. My friends? If It was Danny she would have said. I walked to my bed room door and opened it. Standing at the bottom of the stairs was Ben. “Hey come up” Ben took off his shoes and ran up to my room.
He sat on my bed. “Sorry John I would have text you but I knew you would most likely be busy so I asked Danny for your address” I laughed and put my course work away. “Good job you didn’t text because my phone is switched off.” Ben looked down. He didn’t seem himself. Well when I say himself I know him as some prick who always has his tongue down someone’s throat. However he was really just a normal guy who had feelings. “Ben you don’t seem yourself what’s up?” Ben looked up almost as if he read my mind. “Myself? Because I don’t have a girl attatched to my face” I stayed quite “Sorry. I don’t know.” We were both silent. “John how did you realise you were Bisexual” I walked across my room and sat on my bed next to Ben. “Well I guess first off I wasn’t as into girls as my friends were and as well as finding girl attractive I also found boys attractive. I thought it was a phase until I realised all of my friends had girlfriends and girls thought I was cute but I was mainly fantasising about boys and crushing on dudes. Not saying I don’t crush on girls” I nervously laughed. I thought nothing about what Ben was asking me. Danny had asked me the same question before. Ben looked at me. Not in his normal way of looking at me. It was more sympathetic and loving. I almost immediately didn’t like it. Next thing I know Ben’s lips were pressed against mine. God knows for how long it just suddenly hit me. This wasn’t like Ben and surely it wasn’t like me to let this happen.
*Ben’s P.O.V.*
Danny was ill again. I saw John sat at a table. “Hey John” He ignored me and carried on writing. I tapped him. He looked up at me. “Ok Ben. First off you come to my house last night which I guess is normal considering you’re a friend cool what ever. Then you ask me how I knew I was Bisexual which didn’t bother me because Danny has asked before but what Danny didn’t fucking do after I told him was kiss me. The fuck?” I looked down. “I’m sorry John. I don’t know why I did it. I guess I have the seem feelings as you towards guys but I mean it was disrespectful for me to do that” John started to gather up all of his things and put them in his bag. He looked up to me “Yeah you shouldn’t have!” He walked off and I sat by myself.
B: John please talk to me? I’m sorry ok I needed a friend to talk to and you are the only person who would have understood and I disrespected that so I am sorry
J: Really Ben? Asking a friend for advice is cool but come on you took it a step too far. I’m happy to help you out Ben in anyway but not that
B: Come on Bro. You’re bisexual as well I didn’t think it would bother you this much
J: I wouldn’t say it bothered me but what if it was just due to the break up! We will both look like fucking idiots Ben
B: I’ll meet you in one of the little music rooms tomorrow to talk ok?
I sat in the music room. Five minutes later John walked in. “What do you want Ben?” I sighed as John sat down. Jesus kid all I want is a moment of your time to tell you how I fucking feel but you won’t even give me it will you? I sat up “I broke up with Layla not because of you but for you because I have known I’m bisexual for a long time and I think I might be in love with you” I’ve never said anything quicker In my life. John’s draw dropped “Ben I don’t know what to-“ I lent forward and kissed John again. I knew he had enjoyed it last time. “Look John you have no say in this. You’re my boyfriend ok?” John nodded and we kissed again.
Hope you like it John sorry it's quite bad and sorry if I offended you or this isn't what you wanted :/
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