I love you.
And it's my fault
I knew. I knew everything.
We were toxic
I was addicted to you;
your validation of me
your affection
your quirks
your passions that soon became mine
And
your coming and goings
your constant insecurity
your confusion
your desperation
Did I care?
yes...
Did I mind?
How could I?
I love you
I turned both eyes blind when it came to you
always.
Very little had as much power in my life as you did
It's my fault again.
I gave you everything;
All my love
All the bits and pieces of my body
All that power over me
My mind
My sanity
I'm sorry.
For letting all of this happen.
For falling into you as badly as I did
I could never leave enough alone ( because it was never well enough... it was barely enough and both of us knew it )
And you could never make a decision
So we ended up where we shouldn't have:
Together Again.
I asked for one thing to change and got mad at you when it happened.
It was immature and hurtful of me.
I wish,
I so wish I could hate you as much as I love you.
You see, deep down
i was hoping
it was
us.
Hoping for the opportune moment where fate would bring us together for real and for eternity.
But I believe in us.
Always Have.
Always Do.
Always Will.
I love you,
Forever and Always.
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Out of Mind and Into Oblivion
PoesiaI generally like writing, so this is just a collection of shorts from over my years. I write these when I can't speak about the noise in my head that I can't make sense of or when I'm alone and a line or two pop into my head. Some are in the form of...
