My life has never been the same since the day i texted you.
Every pop up notification wishing it was you, Every conversation,
Every little moment u had my full attention
A bittersweet memory am trying so hard to forget
Caught up in this love sick net
To which I never wanted to fall so carefree
Knowing that you won't be there to catch me
But i was already falling even way before i realized it
Have about a couple hundred of thoughts
And ninety-nine are about you. [wtf i need some vodka shots]
Why am i so afraid of loosing you
When your not even mine to loose [fml]
In the school of hell filled with devils and demons
I hate that I'm always thinking about you, instead of surviving
When I know you haven't ever probably thought about me.
I act like I don't care but deep down I swear it kills me.
For me, feelings, love and crush were just a myth
Now, here i am hating myself for liking someone, I don't have a chance with
My friend told me its not a crush,
That am just going crazy, true maybe
Gawd fuck feelings.
That shit just ruins things.
-A🥀
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To my imaginary soulmate
PoetryWhen deep down in the core of your being you believe that your soulmate exists, someone who even understood the dustiest corners of your mixed-up soul. And one day, you find this long-lost puzzle piece that easily falls into place with the broken on...
