july nights

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it was the year twenty two,

when i firsted texted you 

in january, wondering what was your name

hoping next February, 

i would end up calling you mine on valentine


Too many thoughts, filled with way too many emotions

There were nights in June, where I could not stop thinking about you

Now the days of July are just filled with a moment of silence and deep regrets


August slipped into dust without words

Don't wanna lie to myself, that it didn't hurt when you didn't even try

ohhh am not gonna lie, that this September didn't end with my tears ending up dried.

October passed me by, i sigh when i still think of the way you made feel like this was just a dream

in the cold november rain, i just ended up walking away from the pain

and i'd go back to december

knowing all too well,

we will never be together

cuz nothing lasts forever

-A


teenage crush,

hopeless

you make me

i just wanted to be yours


lost in memory




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