Tronnor (Vidcon)

Chapter 12

Ricky and Trevor are putting all of our luggage in the trunk of Ricky's car.

While the three other guys and I are sitting in the car I see Troye run out of the hotel.

"Troye?" I ask out loud and get out of the car. I walk towards him a bit and then run to meet him. When he makes it to me he wraps his arms around me in a tight hug.

"Connor" he says, squeezing me once more and holding me at arms length.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"I-I just wanted to tell you something" he says and all of a sudden looks scared.

"Okay" I say.

He looks at me and without breaking eye contact with me he says "I-I love you Connor".

I can feel tears starting to form in my eyes but I don't push them away this time. I am in so much happiness right now that I almost forget to say it back.

"I love you too Troye" I say and crash our bodies together in a hug. I know he is crying, just like me, because a tear falls from his face onto my t-shirt.

"I'm going to miss holding you" he says quietly in my ear.

"Please don't let go of me" I say and grip onto his t-shirt tighter.

"I am so sorry Connor" he says, "I have to be on a plane in forty five minutes".

"Stay with me for a week" I try to persuade him.

"Connor, you know I can't do that. I will see you as soon as possible" he says.

He squeezes me one more time and loosens his grip. I know I can't hold him forever no matter how much I want to, so I let go of him.

I feel so many emotions at this very moment; happiness, sadness, relief and heartbreak.

"Connor?" Ricky asks from behind me. I know he feels bad for interrupting us by the sound of his voice but I know he needs to get us home. I turn around slowly and Ricky just looks at me.

"I know, can you just give me one more minute?" I ask.

"Yeah" he says and turns back towards the car.

"Hey, I'll see you soon okay?" Troye asks and wraps his arms around me again. I just nod and put my head in his neck. I take in his scent and try to hold onto it. He buries his head close to mine and whispers in my ear.

"I'll text you as soon as I can. I love you" he says quietly and kisses the side of my head afterwards. I feel my face start to get hot but I don't care. I look up at him and he smiles at me.

"I love you Troye" I say and kiss under his jaw. I don't even care if anyone is watching us right now. He lets go of me and I slowly walk backwards, away from him.

He watches me and when I am almost to the car I finally turn around. I walk the rest of the way to the car and I know everyone saw me. They are all silent as I get in the car.

I get in the backseat and I feel their eyes on me. I ignore them and look out the window. Troye waves goodbye as we drive away from him and when I can't see him anymore I look at the boys.

"So it's Troye?" Kian asks.

"Really Ki?" Ricky asks.

"You guys are cute" Trevor says and I smile weakly.

"Thanks" I say but then add, "can we not talk about him anymore though?".

"Sure" they all say even though I know they want to hear all the details.