Heartless Beauty

5:Going home

After that moment of assurance I laughed. " What are you laughing about" he said. " I don't know I just never expected to be in this situation I mean you've always been my" I got cut off by Miles finishing my sentence " bully" he said calmly. " yeah" I replied. " I'm sorry for all of those year I was a dumb teenager" he said. All of the flashbacks of me crying in the bathroom because of him Came flooding back. I remembered why I hated him. " You still haven't redeemed yourself" I said starting to get heated. " what do you mean?" Miles said confused. " I mean you can't just by me ice cream and then expect everything ok!" I yelled. " ok I get it your mad" he said putting his hands up. I started breathing heavy as I started to think of all the things he did to younger me. I started having a panic attack. I couldn't breath I just sat on the grainy side walk thinking. Thinking way to much. " hey hey it's ok, I'm with you your safe, it's all ok, I swear." Miles said concerned but also assuring me. I finally calmed down. Miles hugged me. As soon as I popped into reality I quickly backed away. I started to run and run and run. Every once in a while hearing footsteps or " wait up!". From the behind. I never stopped though. Not until I reached my house. The door was locked. Of course after all it was like 11pm. And my parents didn't trust me with a key. So I just slid my back down the front door and thought about what I just did. I'm so stupid why did I run away? All of my troubles aught up to me when Miles slowly walked up to the door and sat next to me. " listen I'm sorry I just had a a lot of built up trauma and I'm sorry." I said about to cry. Miles turned to me. " No I'm sorry" he said. He was actually listening he actually cared. He actually helped me calm down when I had a panic attack he waited in the ER. " what could you possibly be sorry for" I said thinking of how nice he had been. " this" he leaned in to kiss me. I followed, our lips moved in unison. It was sweet and passionate. But at the same time rough and harsh. We I opened my mouth for a breath he took that as an opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth. Our tongues fighting for dominance. My lipstick all over his face. Miles started to move to my neck. Leaving purple marks. We were making out! Leaning on the door. But at the same moment Miles was leaving his marks all over me my brother opened the door. Causing me and Miles to fall through the door way into the house. It was already bad enough my brother caught us.

" dude get away from her!" Trent yelled. Me and Miles separated. " TRENT!" I yelled. " I heard noises outside so I went to check god! And its a good thing I did because you shouldn't be kissing boys without asking" Trent yelled. " I'm gonna head out" said Miles awkwardly. "Sorry" I whispered. What a day. After a lecture from Trent I just lauded in bed thinking about the kiss it was magical. I craved his touch. I needed to talk to him so I texted him. I just said hi. The typing bubble was there for a while. But it just disappeared after a while. I was left on read. Just when I thought I fell into a trap, I started hearing a latch noise from outside of my window. What could it be?