Andy's POV
Ashley told me to think of all the positive times I had with her and then all the negative times. He told me it will help me. Help me with what, I don't know, but I try it. I try it because it will remind me of how close I was to her and how she can't just leave me.
I wait for darkness to roll in, anticipating the memories of being next to her again.
-Flashback-
She stared at me, her round eyes filled with confusion. I knew this was a bad idea. I knew that this would only end in heartbreak. I didn't stop though. I have gone too far to come back now.
"I-I don't know how to an-" she started.
"No, I-I'm sorry...forget it..." I spoke sadly.
I knew she was going to act like this. I knew! Why didnt I listen?! She doesn't have the same feelings for me as I do for her. She doesn't share the same emotions.
"I'm s-"
"Leave it! Please...ignore it." I whisper.
"No. I can't ignore this. I have to act." She spoke proudly.
I didn't have time to react before her lips crashed against mine.
-Flashback over-
That was our first kiss. The kiss that changed my life forever. I had told her that I had feelings for her that day. Told her that she was beautiful and that she had my heart. That was the day I fell in love with her all over again.
At first I thought she hated me, I thought she was disgusted that I would like her. I mean, I was no rockstar at the time, I wasn't anyone good. I smoked, I drinked, I didn't have the best manners and I had a hard past that wouldn't leave me yet she still kissed me. She brought a confidence out in me that encouraged me to make Black Veil Brides the best. She was the one to bring the best out of me.
The darkness closes in on me again and my past shines through the mess of my reality.
-Flashback-
"A-Andy...I'm scared..." Her angelic voice whispered in fear.
I looked down as she curled into me, her eyes filled with terror. Her grip on my arm getting tighter and tighter.
"It's alright. There is no need to be scared, Dragonfly. I'll protect you from all that harm you." I whisper, watching as her tense posture relaxes slightly.
I turn back to the TV as the horror film continues on filling the room with spooky music as the idiots in the movie walk into a (very obvious) trap. How stupid can they be? It is clear that they are gonna die in the next few minutes by their stupidness. As the movie goes on I still feel Juliets gaze on me.
"Would you ever harm me?" She whispers quietly, her voice hardly noticible.
I look at her, shock most prominant on my face. Why would she ask me that? I would never hurt her. Never. Even if I wanted to, which will never happen, I couldn't. Hurting her would hurt me. Any pain inflicted on her hits me as well.
"I would never harm you, my love. I couldn't in the whole of forever." I tell her, hoping my eyes show the truth within my words.
"For all eternity?" She anxiously asks.
I don't know why she worries about my answer. My answer will always be the same.
" Today and tomorrow." I whisper. "Today and Tomorrow..."
-Flashback Over-
Today and Tomorrow was always my reply to her questions of 'will I love her forever?' or 'for all of eternity?' Tomorrow is yesterday's today and as long is there is a tomorrow I will always love her. She is my today and tomorrow. She is my yesterdays, today and tomorrow.
They were my two favourite moments with her. There are thousands of great moments with her but those beat the rest. The first time I kissed her and the time I felt like I could be a hero for her. No matter what happens they will always be my two favourite memories.
The bad memories now...My head hurts just trying to think of one but all I can think about is the good memories. Only one bad. That one bad moment of my past with her. The one moment that haunts me still.
I don't anticipate the darkness as it rolls in this time. I fight against it, not wanting to be delivered back into that time. I fight but already I can feel myself losing this unequal fight. Quickly after the nightmare begins.
-Flashback-
I stare at her, my face pale and my eyes filled with tears. She can't be telling the truth right? She has to be playing a joke on me then. She has to be lying. My Dragonfly wouldn't do that to me, not after all we have been through.
"I can't be with you anymore. I'm sorry. I never meant for this to happen...it just did. I never meant to find another, I never meant to betray you. I only followed my heart and my heart chose him... I'm sorry. Please don't hate me...please..." She spoke like she hadn't just broken my heart, like she was right.
"W-why? You-you're m-my Drag-" I start.
"No!" she shouted, her voice filled with anger.
"No, I am not your dragonfly. That was in the past, Andy. I am looking at a future that is brighter and better than the one in front of me just now. I'm sorry Andy but it is better this way. For both of us. Trust me."
She shouted at me. She never raised her voice. Ever. Who is the girl I love. The girl I was going to propose to soon. That girl would never do this to me. Where is she?
" You will always have a place in my heart Andy. I love you but please move on. I'm sorry...Goodbye old friend..." She whispered before turning around and running away from me.
She left me... She really left me. What did I do? Why did she leave me? Am I not good enough? Did I do something wrong? Am I really that horrible? My heart was no longer in contact. I don't even think it was beating anymore. It was shattered into pieces like the remainer of my soul, leaving me empty and scarred.
I quickly leave before anyone can see the tears staining my cheeks and the dead, empty look within my eyes.
-Flashback Over-
Hi guys, what did you think of this sad chapter? poor Andy :( Bad Juliet breaking Andy like that! *Angry Face*
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