Charli and dixies sister

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The next morning-
I decide I wanted to leave to hotel and have fun but I knew I couldn't do that with the tube as I was to embarrassed so I decided I was going to take it out. Everyone was downstairs eating breakfast so I got up and went to the bathroom. You go this. I start pulling the tube out. It felt awful and it hurt really bad but it was worth it to not have it anymore. I got changed and then walked downstairs and immediately all eyes went on me
H- grace
Yeah
I don't know weather they were shocked to see me or surprised I don't have tube not that anyone had seen my face
M- sweetie where is your tube
I don't need it anymore
D- you know you don't get to decide that
I just ignore her I still blame Dixie for all of this
H- grace
What
M- you still need the tube we are going to have to put it back in
No
M- unfortunately it's not up for debate
I was so mad I don't want it back in and I don't want them to do it it was so painful getting it in
I am not getting it back
H- sorry
With that I try and make a run for it but my dad grabs me
No no no let me go
I sat kicking and screaming
Please don't please I am begging
I now have tears streaming down my face
M- Noah can you please hold her while we put it back in
N- yes ofc
NO NO NO PLEASE Noah if you really care about me you won't do this
N- I do care that's why I am doing this
my dad leaves and gets the stuff while I continue to try fight Noah
C- grace call down it's not going in yet
No don't put it in please
I say still crying
M- right Noah I need you to restrain her whole body while I do this and Heidi will you hold her head still
NO PLEASE PLEASE DONT
N- your ok I promise
He says that and is stroking my hair
D- your ok
I can see Dixie has tears in her eyes but I am just mad at her
WHY ARE YOU CRYING YOU DID THIS TO ME
M- ok are you ready
NOOOO PLEASE
N- yeah
They start inserting the tube
OWW PLEASE ITS PLEASE STOP
H- it's ok you are ok I am right here
IT HURTS PLEASE
I can see it is hurting everyone doing it to me but they don't actually feel the pain
M- almost done you are doing so good
Please please stop
I whisper I don't have any energy left
H- good job
They finish placing it and I just lie on the floor a minute then I stand up and walk over to Dixie
I HATE YOU THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT LEAVE ME ALONE JUST FUCK OFF FOR GOD SAKE
Dixie just looks speechless and I run up to my room and slams the door

Dixie's pov-
I felt really bad I didn't mean for her to get a tube I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I just start crying I get that she blames me but she is really holding a grudge
N- it's ok dix she will get over it
Ik but she blames me for it all
N- Ik and you know it isn't your fault
I just put my head in his chest
N- come on let's go down to the beach
C- yessss
N- well I am glad you are excited char
C- always
I don't think grace will come
N- Ik it's ok we will see her later
Ok
We leave and go to the beach

Graces pov-
I wanted to go for the beach but I was to embarrassed and I can't wear a swimming costume I would look so fat in it so I just laid in bed all day occasionally I would go and look out of the balcony but that was about the best it got

A few hours later
There was a knock on my door but it didn't really matter if they knocked because they would come in anyway
N- hey grace
What
N- do you want to come to dinner with us
No just leave me alone
N- so you are telling me you would rather sit in a hotel room in Bahamas all day then go outside
No
N- they why won't you come
Because never mind it doesn't matter
N- yes it does go on
I am embarrassed
N- because of the tube
Yeah it doesn't take a genius to figure that out
N- is that why you took it out
Yeah cus then I could be with you guys today
N- but when we put it in
I don't want people to see me
N- you know no one will judge you
That's not true
N- yes it is
How many people recognised you on the beach today
N- i don't know like 15
Ok and out of that many people someone is going to make fun of me and probably take a photo and post it places. I don't want people to see me I just want things to go back to Normal
N- then you got to start eating
I just nod
N- I am proud of you
For what
N- speaking to me you may not have noticed but you just opened up to me and a bet it feels better
I guess
N- now come on are you going to come for dinner with us the sooner you start eating the sooner the tube comes out
No I still don't want to eat
N- do you want to come to just spend time with us
Is Dixie going to be there
N- yes
Then no I am not going now leave
He sighs and gets up and leaves and they all go for dinner they come back and we all go to bed