We go there and started getting out the car when I felt some grab my shoulder
M- not this time
I am not going to
M- hmm
Truth is I want going to actually run away even though I really wanted to I wasn't going to. We walked into the building and my mum went and signed me in while me Noah and my dad sat down my leg was bouncing until I felt someone out there hand on it
N- your ok try and not worry too much
You nod your headGrace damelio
One of the nurses call. I get up very hesitantly and grab Noah's hand
C-can they come
Nurse- ofc
We all go into a room and sit down me and Noah sit on the bed while my mum and dad sit on the seats
Then the doctor comes in
Doc- hello so who are we here for today
H- grace damelio
She gestures to me and I move closer to Noah
Doc- ok well we will start with some questions then do some tests
I start thinking to my self tests what could they possibly do
Doc- ok any allergies?
H- no
Doc- medical history?
H- no
He continues to ask basic questions and then they are finished so he turns to me
Doc- are you ready we are just going to do some basic tests
O-ok
I grab Noah's hand and squeeze it tight
N- your ok I am right here with you
The doctor tests my reflexes and then takes my blood pressure
Doc- ok time for height and weight, so do you want to follow me to the hallway just ok there
No
The doctor is kind of shocked
M- your just getting your height and weight
I don't want too
H- don't make this hard either way you are going to have to
Before I could reply Noah had picked me and placed me on the scale
NO NO NO
N- your ok
Doc- ok perfect thank you
Why did you do that Noah
N- was it bad
Yes
N- that was the easiest but
No it wasn't
Doc- ok mum and dad can we speak to you outside
M&H- yes ofcHeidis POV-
We go outside to speak with the doctor
Doc- um so grace is very underweight for her age but we don't want to be too concerned yet so we are going to go and ask her some questions and then we will observe her weight and see her back in two weeks but if there is no progress we will have to place a feeding tube
My eyes fill with water how did we let it get this far
M- ok thanks
Doc- no problem we are going to have to take a blood test aswell to check some other things
M- okGraces POV-
They all walk back in the room and my mum has tears in her eyes
Doc- ok so I am going to ask your some questions about your diet
Shit he probably knows I have stopped eating no you are fat there is no way
O-ok
Doc- so how often do you eat
Umm hmm like 3 times a day and maybe a snack
Doc- and what do you have for each of those meals
Shit he definitely knows
Umm cereal, sandwich and then just like whatever for dinner and then ice cream
Doc- ok sounds like you have a pretty good diet
He then looks at my parents
Doc- ok so we are going to do a blood test now
NO NO NO
N- you ok
I start freaking out and crying
No that's with a needle please I'll do anything
N- your ok we are all with you
I see the door and I think I can make it. So I hope off and bolt but literally seconds later Noah scoops me up
NO NOAH PLEASE ILL DO ANYTHING
N- your ok just breathe
NO NOAH DONT PLEASE DONT TAKE ME BACK
N- I'll be with you the whole time
PLEASE
we get back in the room not with out a fight and the nurse is ready to do the test. I look at Noah with tears in my eyes. The nurse lifts up my sleeve but I refuse to let her do anything. I see my mum and dad gesture at Noah and next thing I know I am sat on his lap and he his restraining me. My mum comes over and try's to hold my hand but I wouldn't let her
NOO PLEASE NOOO NOAH PLEASE LET ME GO
N- your ok
Nurse- are you ready
NO PLEASE PLEASE DONT
the nurse inserts the needle and I scream I watch her as the blood leaves my arm and that's the last thing I remember.Noah's POV-
that was one of the worst things I have ever done restraining her so they could take the stupid blood test. She passed out in my arms but they just kept going
She's past out what are you doing
Nurse- she will be fine it easier this way
Wtf help her
Nurse- give her two minutes and she will be up
She says as she removes the needle and walks out the room. I look at Marc and Heidi who seem concerned
H- your ok grace
She says while stroking her face
Come on kiddo
And with that she takes a deep breatheGraces POV-
I take a deep breathe and I can't remember what happened
What happened
N- you passed out
Oh
N- you ok
No I was pissed at all of them for letting them do that
No
H- your ok now come let's go we have to go see the therapist
All I can say is I am not seeing that therapist. I will do anything to make sure I don't have to go there but I think they all saw right through me. We leave and say thank you and start heading to the therapists office. The whole car ride is quiet with the occasional comment trying to make conversation I think the could tell I was mad and I had every right to be. Not long after we arrive at the therapist office.
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Charli and dixies sister
FanficThis story is about Dixie and Charli younger sister who faces different challenges that come with her sisters fame ⚠️rape ⚠️bullying ⚠️abuse ⚠️anxiety attacks ⚠️self harm