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I woke up in the same place I feel asleep except Dixie was lying next to me. She was awake and on her phone
Dixie- morning
Grace- hi
I turned to look at her
Grace- why are you here
Dixie- I don't know just wanted to be with you
Grace- oh
Dixie- how you feeling
Grace- I am ok
Noah was still asleep so we waited but he still wasn't awake so we decided to go down without him
Amy- morning guys
Dixie- good morning
Amy- what do you guys want for breakfast
Dixie looks at me
Grace- umm can I eat a little later I just woke up I am not hungry
Amy- no problem
I walk over to the couch and sit down. A few minutes later Dixie sits next to me
Dixie- grace what is triggering you
Grace- I don't know I just can't
Dixie- you have to we don't want to go back to where we were
Grace- I know I don't want a tube again
Dixie- then you have to start eating
Grace- I'll try
Dixie- what would help
Grace- no one watching
Dixie- ok we can do that come on
We stand up and go to the kitchen
Dixie- what do you want
Grace- umm bagel
Dixie- ok

Dixie's pov-
I make her a bagel i am praying that she eats this or we are back to where we were a few months ago and I don't want to go back to that. I ask Amy if she can eat it somewhere else
Dixie- hey mrs beck I think you have noticed grace is struggling with eating is it ok if I take this somewhere else to see if she will
Amy- of course you don't need to ask. Maybe go outside that could be good
Dixie- ok thank you so much

Graces pov-
Dixie comes with the bagel
Dixie- come on let's go outside
Grace- ok
We go outside and sit at the table and she puts it in front of me
Dixie- do you want me to leave
Grace- no I need you
Dixie- ok
She sits next to me. I grab the bagel and take a bite
Dixie- there you go good job
I take another the whole time Dixie is encouraging me. I eat about 3/4 and then I am genuinely full
Grace- I can't eat anymore
Dixie- that's ok you did a great job
I hug her
Grace- thank you sorry for being a pain
Dixie- don't say that
Grace- it's true
Then Noah comes out he picks me up and hugs me tight
Noah- I am so proud of you
Grace- thank you
He puts me down
Noah- you guys want to film a YouTube video
Grace- what is it
Noah- grace vs the becks and Dixie is hosting
Grace- that sounds fun
Noah- don't be a sore loser
Grace- rich don't be crying when I beat your asses
Dixie- grace
Grace- sorry it's a saying
Dixie- still

We go into the kitchen and Noah sets up his family are on one side and I am sat on the other side by myself and Dixie has flash cards with the questions
Noah- you guys ready
We all say yes and he starts the camera
Noah- hey guys welcome back to another YouTube video. Today I am here with my family They say hi
Noah- and Dixie and grace
We say hi
Noah- today we are doing who is smarter my family vs grace and Dixie is going to be reading the questions. Let's start
Dixie- ok, first question what is the first element on the periodic table
Grace- hydrogen
Dixie- correct
Noah- practice round
Grace- seriously
Dixie- right next question. What is the capital of turkey
Grace- Ankara
Dixie- correct
Noah- right let's stop showing off now
They all laugh but it reminded me of the comments. I didn't want Noah to post this and get a bunch of hate again
Dixie- ok next question what is the last digit of pi
Noah- 8
Dixie- no
Noah- 2
Dixie-no
Noah-5
Dixie- seriously Noah
They all keep trying to guess but once they had said all the digits they where confused. I just stayed quiet
Dixie- grace
Grace- mhm
Dixie- do you know
Grace- umm no
Dixie- I know you know it
Grace- no I don't
Dixie- grace the whole point is to answer it
Grace- I DONT KNOW I AM NOT SMART OK I AM JUST BIG HEADED AND FULL OF MYSELF
I stand up and go to walk out the house but Dixie grabs me
Dixie- I know you are mad but you can't leave
Grace- why not
Dixie- cus I don't know what you are going to do
Grace- am going to get drunk and high and sleep with a guy or that's what you think isn't it
Dixie- not at all
Grace- just admitted it I am a slut and I was a mistake I mean look at you and charli and then me. I may as well not be here so let go of me
She pulls me into a hug
Dixie- no one thinks that
Grace- everyone does
I try getting out the hug
Dixie- stop just let me be there for you
I stop and she hugs me and I start to cry
Grace- I can't do this any longer
Dixie- I know but you have to
Grace- I don't Dixie no one would even notice
She makes me look in her eyes which where no glossy
Dixie- I care I promise if you left I would be broken
Grace- I am just a burden I can't even play a stupid game
Dixie- you are far from a burden things just have this way of trigger you I have them to and as much as I don't want them I have them and I have to live with them just like you will but it gets better you find someone who loves you for you and wants to help you
Grace- Noah
Dixie- yes my person is Noah
Grace- I hope one day someone loves me like you and Noah
Dixie- they will
Noah- and they will be one lucky guy
Grace- sorry about your video
Noah- don't worry about I but that's two you owe me now
Grace- seriously
We all start laughing
Amy- do you guys want to toast marshmallows
Grace- YESSS
They all look at me I lol down
Grace- sorry
Noah starts tickling me
Noah- don't be sorry let's get you some marshmallows
We get marshmallows and start roasting them I sat between noah and Dixie and we have a blanket covering us. I ate my marshmallow and slowly started to fall asleep

Dixie's pov-
I saw that grace had fallen asleep she had her head resting on Noah's lap and her legs kind of me. He was stroking her hair which made me smile. I scooted closer to him and kissed him
Dixie- thank you
Noah- you know it's not a problem I love her like my own sister
I just kiss him again
Noah- did you see how excited she was about the marshmallow
Dixie- yeah I was glad to see her wanting to eat something
Noah- I know
Dixie - she is going to have to go see the therapist more often
Noah- I know but it will make her better
He kisses my head and then I rest my head on his shoulder. Until we all called it a night and he carried grace and put her to bed and then we cuddled.

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