Therapy take 2

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We arrive at the therapist office and start walking in. Tbh I was pissed first they force me to go to the doctors and they do all sorts to me and now I have to come here and speak to this stupid therapist
N- you ready
He reaches out his hand but I just ignore him and walk in
A few minutes later my name is called

Grace damelio
H- yeah that's her
They all stand up
Therapist- actually is ok if we just speak to her privately first for a bit
H- yeah no problem
As much as I was pissed i didn't want to go by myself
No
N- your ok
No please can Noah come with me
I look at them all with pleading eyes
T- sorry sweetie we just want you first
Then no I am not going
I turn around and start to make a run but ofc Noah is there to stop me. He carries me to the room and then walks out

T- well that was entrance
Shut up
T- ok I know you don't want to speak to me but I have heard you are having some problems
No
T- I've heard differently why don't you tell me about them
I don't have any
T- ok then why don't you tell me about yourself
I am good thanks
T- ok I'll tell you about me then
No thanks
T- well my name is kylie and I have two kids and I used to be in your position
And what position would that be
T- not wanting help and pushing everyone away
That's not true
T- really why did you run away the first time
Cus I don't need help
T- ok, so your mum told me you sometimes spend days in your room and don't talk or eat for awhile
Not true
T- really and what leads you to do that sort of thing
Nothing because I don't do it
T- right you aren't really helping but that's ok you will want to speak to me one day but for now I am going to bring your parents in
And Noah
T- yes and Noah
She leaves and comes back with them all. Noah sits next to me and I immediately move closer to him and hide my head
N- good job sweetie
If only he knew what she was about to say then they won't be proud and they will stop caring. I want help and I want to tell everyone everything but that will make things so much worse. I just need to hold things in I only have a few years of school and then things will stop I can survive
T- ok so she hasn't really opened up today or talked about anything but that is expect
Noah is rubbing my head
T- so I think the next few steps will be for me to see her 3 times and week and try and keep her busy so she doesn't fall into these depression stages. From what I have gathered
She puts her hand on my knee so I move more into Noah. I am practically sat on him. It sounds weird but Noah's like my older brother I feel safe and protected around him and I actually want to spend time with him with Griffin he was always a bit sneaky and not really bothering with Dixie nvm me and Charli but Noah cares about us all which is nice. Anyway kylie continued
T- she has quite sever anxiety and depression. So we will give you some meds and I will see you again on Monday. Bye for now
We all leave and get back in the car

H- good job Grace we are very proud of you for going to the doctors and therapist and doing a good job at them both. Would you like to go out for dinner
Yesss
H- where would you like to go
Then you remember no eating you are starting to lose weight don't start now
Umm actually I am not that hungry can we just go home please
With that I put my head on Noah's shoulder and fall asleep

Heidis POV-
I see that grace is asleep and I turn to Marc
She isn't eating Marc
M- Ik and we will help her we won't let her get to the stage where see needs a tube
N- what
She is very underweight Noah they are going to tube her if she doesn't gain weight in the next two weeks
N- omg
M- but we won't let it get to that point
We will tell Charli and Dixie but we don't want grace to know to add to her anxiety even more nvm her depression if she knows we know
N- ok
The rest of the car ride is quiet and then we arrive at the house Noah carries Grace up to bed and then comes back downstairs. While I got Dixie and Charli and we are now all in the kitchen

Dixies POV-
What's going on? How was it?
H- she isn't eating and if she continues they are going to put a tube in her
What
M- Ik but we won't let it get to that point but we are all going to have to work together
C- o-ok
H- she also has quiet sever anxiety and depression but she was put on meds for that so we need to make sure she is taking them
Ok
Wow I can't believe that Ik something was wrong but I didn't really know the extent of how bad it was I will do everything in my lower though to make sure she doesn't get a tube
Where is she right now
N- she is in her bed
Ok I am going to speak to her
I walk up stairs and see she is sleeping so I go and lie next to her and Stoke her hair until she wakes up and looks at me
Hi
G- hey 
How was it
G- not fun
Ik but you will be grateful later down the line
G- hmm idk
You will promise me I have been through it to it has to get worse to for it to get better
G- hopefully
Do you want to watch a film
G- I would love too
We watch a film and then we both end up falling asleep so I ended up staying the night

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