Charli and dixies sister

Ice cream

Noah's pov-
I am happy to see grace getting on with my family and actually having a good time. I haven't seen her genuinely happy I so long. She was on my back asleep I didn't mind she hardly weighs anything to be honest. We got back to the car so i got my dad to help me put her in
Noah- dad
Tim- yeah
Noah- can you get her off my back
Tim- yep
He comes over and I let go off her so he is now holding her then I grab her back
Noah- thank you
Tim- that's ok
I place her in the car
Dixie- I'll put her seatbelt on
Dixie gets in and puts her seatbelt on and then sits next to her and then I get in a sit next to Dixie and she rests her head on my chest
Noah- you ok
Dixie- yeah, thank you
Noah- for what
Dixie- everything you do for her I couldn't do this my myself
Noah- I am sure you could but I don't mind she's like my little sister now
She similes
Noah- she is my favourite sister
Tatum- that's rude
Halley- yeah we are literally right here
Noah- truth hurts
Dixie- let's hope charli doesn't find out either
We all start laughing. We decided to stop for ice cream on the way home so Dixie woke up grace

Graces pov-
I felt someone shaking me which gave me bit of a scare
Grace- what the fuck
Dixie- stop swearing mum and dad don't let you so that doesn't change
Grace- take a chill pill
Dixie- I am serious. Anyway we are getting ice cream come on
Grace- I don't want any
Dixie- you haven't seen the flavours yet
Grace- I don't need to I don't want any seeing the flavours isn't going to change that
Dixie- come on let's just go have a look
Grace- fine
We go in and there is so many flavours. I kind of wanted one but I was never going to admit that or ask for one
Dixie- what do you want
I hesitated before I answered
Grace- I am fine
I looked down
Amy- come here
She reaches her hand out and I take it and we go over to the flavours
Amy- what one looks the best
Grace- umm I don't know
I look down
Amy- how about the banana Carmel
I Shrug my shoulders
Grace- I don't want any thank you
Amy- I know but watch this. Can she please try the banana Carmel
Worker- of course
She gets some and I try it
Amy- do you like it
It tasted so good one of the best ice cream I have ever tasted it was way better then la and Connecticut ice cream
Grace- it's really nice
Amy- do you want more
YES YES YES
Grace- no thank you
Amy- how about this, can she please get the kids scoop of banana Carmel
I whisper
Grace- thank you
Amy- that's ok
I got my ice cream and started eating it and it was so good. I finished and looked a Dixie I felt a bit self conscious now that I had eaten the whole thing and people were barely making a dent in what that had ordered
Grace- can I please go to the toilet
Dixie- yep do you want me to come with you
Grace- NO I mean I am fine thanks
Dixie- ok
I get up and go to the bathroom and lock the door and start crying. I promise I am better now I just don't like the fact they all knew I had eaten it all and they probably think I am fat. I decide the best thing for me to do was stick my fingers down my throat so I did that. After a few minutes I was still trying to be sick when I heard the door open and someone call my name out
Dixie- grace are you ok
I mentally cursed
Grace- I am fine
Dixie- no your not
Grace- leave I'll be back in a minute
Dixie- ok
I heard the door shut so I knew she had left and I stuck my fingers down my throat until I was eventually sick. So I came out the bathroom and she was stood there
Grace- what the fuck are you doing here
Dixie- you just made yourself sick
Grace- I told you to leave
Dixie- and I am glad I didn't
Grace- don't start Dixie just fuck off
Dixie- grace I thought you were better
Grace- I am
Dixie- you are obviously not
Grace- this is the first time I have done this
Dixie- you have still just done it
I walk out and she follows me
Dixie- grace we are not finished talking
Grace- I am
I sit down
Dixie- grace come here now
Grace- or what
Dixie- don't start I will tell mum and dad
I stand up
Grace- you really think they give a fuck
Dixie- of course they do
Grace- wow you really are oblivious
Dixie- what do you mean
Grace- they don't care about me Dixie they have you and charli who are rich and famous and then there is me I can't even eat ice cream without making myself sick I am a burden and everyone knows it I don't even know why you care I am blatantly rude to you yet you still care I M trying to figure out why
I look at Dixie who has tears dripping down her face
Dixie- they do care
Grace- really no one noticed that I was being beaten and raped for months that I stopped eating for weeks and when they did find out they didn't care about my feeling they just wanted to make the perfect little family again
Dixie- grace
Grace- I've accepted that no one cares so it's fine you need to stop caring
Everyone is looking at me now
Grace- can we go
Noah- yeah
We drive back home and I just go up stairs and lie in my bed until I eventually fall asleep