Dreaming for infinity

Self defense

Killua pov

After getting ready I waited for Gon, so he can drive us to school. Then I thought of something that's been bugging me. He say that he's a killer but I have a feeling he's not. I know that he would kill someone instantly if they hurt me but I just don't think he would do that.

"You ready?"

"Nah, I'm just sitting here all dressed up for nothing. It not like I wasn't waiting"

"Attitude much"

"Oh I'll show you attitude"

"That's alright. I would rather have a good day" with that we both left the cottage and went inside his car.

"Hey Gon?" He looked at me with a confused look on why I called him by his name.

"Yes?"

"I want to talk to you about how you said that your a killer. What happened? Did you really kill them? I'll understand if you don't want to talk about it. It's been bugging abs I really wanted to know, but like k said you do t have to talk about it" I look over to him and his smile faded away. It was replaced with emotionless eyes and unreadable face.

"It's fine killua, I have no problem telling you. When I was in middle school I came out as pansexual without knowing how homophobic the kids were. So when I came out I was severely bullied. They would beat me until I turned purple, make fun of me because I like dick and call me faggot all the time. This happened my whole 6th grade and half of 7th grade. One day I was on the roof because when I'm up there no one would come there and I was able to avoid them. However on that day they decided to come up there and bully me. It was 4 guys. They tried hitting and stuff like that but I tried to push them away. I finally had enough. They pushed me so they surrounded me. Two boys that were actually doing the hitting was near the edge of the roof. So unintentionally I pushed them as hard as I could away from me....., both of them. I pushed them too hard and they fell over. One landed on his head and the other landed on his neck. They both died. The police came and questioned me but the boys started to lie out their teeth and tell them I wanted to kill them. One of the police men didn't believe a single thing they said so he checked the cameras on the roof and saw what really happened. I was off the hook and the boys were sent to I forgot where. I was a murderer but after that I was homeschooled until we moved and I had the courage to go back to a school"

"Gon. That's not a murderer. Is the killing of a person by a sane person, with the INTENT, malice aforethought (prior intention to kill particular victim or anyone who gets in the way) and with no legal excuse or authority. All you did was self defense. That's doesn't make you a murderer. Yes you took his life but he deserved it. Who bullies someone for what the love. If they can't accept something like tha what's the point of living. The whole world is changing and there's a lot more lgbtq around. So you just saved a bunch of kids from having to go through what you did. You saved them the trauma, bruises, and lots of tears. You should almost feel like a hero or like an anti-hero who had to do what needed to be done unintentionally"

"I.... I never thought about it like that. I did help A lot of kids. Other kids were bullied too."

"You see. You saved them from their trauma. What if one of them was planning on committing suicide if this went on any longer. You saved them from that"

"Your right...... I did save them all from that"

"I know you did. Your not a monster. I can never consider a beautiful puppy like you as a monster"

"Puppy?"

"Yea you remind me of a puppy. Always so energetic, happy and extremely loving."

"Heheheh I am aren't I"

"Duhhhh"

"Ok, ok. Oh wait what time is it?"

"It's............ FUCK IT'S 8:20 WE ONLY HAVE 15 MINUTES TO GET THERE AND ITS 30 MINUTES AWAY FROM YOUR HOUSE"

"ARE YOU SERIOUS. OH MY FUCKING GOD. IM GOING TO HAVE TO DO SOME GANGSTER SHIT!"

"No just no

"W-what?"

"Dont ever say that again" he shrugged his shoulder and reversed it and pulled out extremely fast then speed away.

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"W... we ha Oh my fucking god out of breath.we are here"

"Killua" was all I heard before I was welcomed with a warm mother like hug. It was so nice I forgot the I was out of breath.

"Are you ok?"

"Yea I'm fine old hag"

"I'm going to left that slide"
"Go to the principles office, both of you. He'll talk to you when you guys get there. You guys won't be getting in trouble he just wants to talk to you." We both nodded and walked out the class ignoring the glares we got from the class.

"You ready?" I nodded and we both made our way to his office