I was so exhausted, I layed down to think. Then I decided to do it old fashion. I walked in my closet where a high bar is sticking out of the wall. I grabbed my long scarf, and tied it around the bar. I was getting ready to tie it around my neck All of a sudden, my Mom burst though the door. I slammed the closest door shut." Hunny, what are you doing?" I looked at her, she had to have known. "Nothing, I was looking for an outfit for tomorrow." Of course I lied. I saw the expression on her face turn downwards. "Hun, if you need anything you know you can talk to me." "I know." I looked around. " Lilith, you know I love you." I just nodded and smiled. "Don't ever forget that, if anything ever happened to you, I don't know what I would do!" We just looked at each other. Finally we both broke into tears and hugged each other for a long time. "Everything is ok." I just listened to her, then I remembered how everyone always said the same things. Even my mom started to. I stood up, while my mom walked to the closest. She opened it and saw the scarf. She turned her head and stared at me. I could tell she was hurt, but why wouldn't she be? She took the pole out of my closet with a hammer, she almost broke the wall. She turned with tears in her eyes and said" I love you, goodnight." "I love you to." I layed down and cried myself to sleep that night.... just like every other night...
