That's what stopping you

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It's been three weeks now since Natasha said I love you and To be honest, I wished she never did. I haven't said it back yet and I think she has been distant because of it, she doesn't even ask me to sleep with her and she hasn't given me any mission since then.

I walked in on her talking about a party and then when she saw me she invited me. I declined but she insisted so here I am standing alone at the bar because Natasha is gone. "So you're Nat's new plaything," Someone said and I turned to them. "I'm Maria but you would know me as Tasha's first girlfriend" she said and I chuckled and turned back to my drink.

"I'm not Nat's new plaything, I'm her girlfriend," I said and then she chuckled. "And how long do you think you're gonna stay for, No one lasts long with Natasha. She was serious with the whole I don't do relationships thing. We lasted a year which was the longest she has ever gone before she no longer got interested and then moved to Wanda and then no longer got interested in her and she moved to you and the way I'm seeing it she no longer looks interested in you" she said showing me Natasha and a girl sitting and laughing.

"Don't take it personal, it's Natasha. She doesn't keep people around for long" she said drinking and then walking away. Maybe she was right. Natasha doesn't seem interested in me anymore. I down my drink and walk over to Natasha and pull the girl that was sitting beside her out of the chair and Natasha looked up at me.

"This between us its over. I'm breaking up with you before you get the chance to dump me" I said and walked away and A guy stood in front of me. "Hey what's up sweet thing," he said and I scoffed. "Don't even try it, move" I said pushing him out of the way and he held my hand. "I've wanted to get my hand on a sweet thing like you and seeing as your no longer Romanoff's or under her protection I can do what I want with you," he said holding both of my hands with only one of his.

He moved his hand to my face and was going lower when a loud bang happened and his body fell to the floor. I looked and saw Natasha behind me holding a gun and she came and held me and shot some bullets in the air getting everyone's attention.

"If any of you assholes put your hands near my girlfriend again I will fucking kill you, If you even look at her I will kill you do I make my self fucking clear," she asked and her guards stepped forward pointing guns and everyone looked away except Maria. "We're leaving," she said carrying me outside and when we reached her car I pulled my hand away.

"Get in the car" she ordered me and I scoffed. "No," I said and she lifted me and placed me in and got in holding my hands so I couldn't open the door. I started kicking the door and she moved me to her lap trapping my leg between hers and held a firm grip on my waist and hands. "Don't test me Y/N?" she said and stared at me and I glared at her.

We arrived and she lifted me out of the car and into her room closing the door and throwing me on the bed. "Want to explain what the fuck that was about earlier" she screamed. "I don't know maybe the fact that you have had your fun with me and now you are no longer interested in me or maybe the fact that you left me by myself the whole night to go to that girl. I spoke to Maria and she made me realize that you actually don't stay. You eventually get bored and move to a next one" I screamed and she threw her shoes across the room.

"Are you fucking kidding me. I tell you I love you and you think I'm not interested in you, in Maria and I's relationship not once have I told her I loved her, and Wanda and I were just friends with benefits. I never begged them to give us a chance, I begged you because you're different from them and I want to be with you" she said and I stood quiet.

"Wanda and Maria would have told you they loved you too the second you told them you loved them and it has been three weeks and I still haven't said it because I can't love anyone and I think it's wrong I keep leading you on, so this between us is over Tasha" I said getting off her bed and she stood in front of the door.

"Don't do this Y/N" she said looking up at me. "I'm sorry" I said and moved her out of my way and started heading home texting Kate.

"Hey it's okay" Kate said hugging me and I laid on her chest. "I thought maybe I could love Natasha but I can't because deep down I know I'm a monster" I said to her and she kissed my forehead. "You're not a monster and I know you might not realize this but you do Love Natasha but you will never accept it because you keep thinking you're a monster, you keep thinking you can't love and that's what's stopping you from telling her you love her" she said playing in my hair and My front door had a bang.

I grabbed a gun and put Kate behind me and made my way downstairs to see men moving in. I ran back upstairs and close the door and went under my bed for more guns. "Katie we got to go now" I told her and she took up one of the guns. "Are you sure?" I ask and she nods and my door got blasted down. A bomb was thrown inside and I pushed Kate out of the way and it explodes throwing me back.

Kate POV

"No No No" I screamed and started shooting at the men. I lifted up Y/N not knowing where I had the strength and then pulled down the steps that led to her roof. I got up there and then went through the garage vent. I was in the garage and only her bike was here and I put her on it and then got behind her and started the bike.

I opened the garage and men start coming our way shooting after us and I hurried and started riding to Natasha's house. I looked down and saw I was bleeding and I increased the speed not caring how fast it was going as long as I reached Natasha and got Y/N safe.

I reached and her guards ran to me pointing guns. "Hey hey chill call Natasha her girlfriend is injured" I said and they spoke into a speaker and Natasha ran outside coming to the gate. "Open it" she screamed at them and she took up Y/N running into the house and I followed behind her.

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