Jen&Dav [behind closed doors]

chapter 9.

"We made out..." I whispered.

JENNIFER

They widened their eyes and froze. Three seconds later Courteney raised her eyebrows and whispered back "Jen are you kidding? For the second time?! You guys really cannot keep your hands to yourself can you?". I bit my lip and Lisa spoke: "So? Was he good?! You are telling us EVERY SINGLE DETAIL the second we arrive to the set".

Am I dumb or something? Why can't I keep anything to myself? Why do I always have to tell someone? I'm so mad at myself! Fuck, I should've asked David if it was ok for him to tell the girls. I mean he doesn't tell everything that we do to the guys, if he can do it then I should be able to do that too, right?

I was just facing the door of my room when Court grabbed my left arm and dragged Lisa and I in her room. "Ouch!" I said to Court, rubbing my arm as she let go of me. She stormed in the kitchen, took three glasses and the red wine, and Lisa locked the door. Court ran to the living room and put the glasses on the small table in front of the couch, where they sat. "Okay shoot!" Lisa said as they were both dying from excitement. "Right, okay... but please girls DO NOT say anything to David I beg you, I don't know if he's ok with me telling you..." I said worried about the consequences. "We won't I promise. Now tell!" Court said impatient. "Alright... you entered the bar, so we were alone you know?", they nodded. It actually surprised me how much these two people were interested in my personal life if I have to be honest, but I continued anyway "...so we just started talking and after a few minutes I took off my jacket and...". I got interrupted by Lisa that pointed out "Wait, but you weren't wearing a bra... cause I saw how you were dressed and I noticed that you weren't wearing anything under the top...". "... no, no I wasn't..." I responded clearing my throat, Court said "Wait, you weren't wearing a bra ON PURPOSE?!". I remained motionless, squeezed my eyes and bit my lower lip. "Jen! You were totally hitting on him!" Lisa exclaimed and I said "... so what? You know, I mean he just could've just chosen not to kiss me, but he did...". "Yeah alright you're right, he's the dick, but at least can he kiss?" Court asked impatient. I closed my eyes and smiled, picturing that kiss again, then responded "Goddd he can KISS. Like kiss kiss, like with the tongue and everything." I blushed, "Basically, he pinned me to the wall and kissed me..." they just stayed still to listen to every single word that I pronounced, "he put his arms around my waist and as we were making out, his hands would occasionally journey all over my body... he even put his hand on, you know, my boob...". It's incredible how I blushed and instinctively smiled at the thought of his hands on me. They didn't move. I waved my hand in front of them and Lisa asked unexpectedly "So when are you guys having sex?". "What?!" 

"Yeah I mean, you made out twice and he touched your breasts... I mean he's even seen you naked. So I'm just wondering when are you gonna have sex?".

DAVID

I kissed Jen, again. It's like I can't control myself every time I'm near her. I mean I just don't know what to do at this point; are we gonna ignore what's between us so there's no risk to ruin our characters, or are we gonna try to see what our relationship could be like?

Just in the middle of these thoughts, Matt and Matthew got into my room. "Don't you knock anymore?" I asked. Matthew closed the door and Matt walked towards my fridge, tilted his head and said "Man, the last time you didn't knock you saw Jen naked so...", he smiled a bit. I frowned my eyebrows and pointed out "Guys this is my room, so if you had walked in while I was changing you would've seen me naked...". "Well I don't know, maybe we would've have seen Jen naked too..." Matthew said while walking towards a chair. "What do you mean?" I asked confused. "We know you kissed her at the bar!" Matt said while pointing his finger to me and trying to open a beer. "What?! How do you know?!" I asked with a high pitched voice. "Oh... we didn't actually...  BUT YOU KISSED HER?!" Matthew said. "What?! Then why did you accuse me of kissing her?" I asked. "You know, we just assumed that since you were alone when we entered the bar maybe something happened. And it actually did, you guys kissed!!" Matt almost yelled. "Guys c'mon keep it down, I don't know if she told Court and Lisa about this. I don't even know if she's ok with me telling you" I said getting up from the chair I was sitting on. 

"Well?!" Matthew asked, eyes widened and smiling so much I could actually see all his teeth. "Well what?" I asked and Matt responded "How was the kiss?!". "No guys, I'm not telling you anything until I know she's totally fine with it." I tried not to tell them anything cause I didn't want Jen to be mad at me. "Then go ask her..." Matt said, "What? Now?" I asked. They both nodded so I told them to go back to their rooms, and I got out of mine. Each step was heavier cause I didn't know what Jen's reaction could have been. After staring at her door for several seconds I decided to knock, but no one answered. I knocked a few times more but again nobody answered, so I decided to check the girls' rooms too. I knocked at Court's room and Lisa came to open the door. "Hey Lisa, is... is Jen here?" I asked, she widened her eyes and quickly closed the door again. That reaction kinda shocked me, I mean, doesn't she wanna talk? Oh god, is she mad at me?

A/N: Alright guysss, this chapter is a little shorter than the usual ones but I have lots of ideas for the next oneee. Let me know what you think of this chapter, love ya, byee <3