Met on a mrbeast video KarlJacobs x female y/n

Fucked up friendship.

[Y/n pov]

I slide down my door and cry a little, "did I make a stupid decision?!" I yell crying.

After crying for awhile I stand up, there's no use in crying over it because everything will be fine. I'll just explain to him why I left and he'll surely understand, Right.

I go back to Karl's house later that day, I stood there with my hand on the door handle, not opening it just standing there.

When I finally open it I'm not greeted with happiness or kindness, I get a cold, annoying, stupid "back so soon"

"Yup, I realized that I kinda overreacted a tad and I'm sorry"

"A tad?!, you fully ran away, I thought I had did something, I didn't know if something was wrong or anything"

"Ya because your acting like you care so much"

"Yk what y/n why'd you come back? If you just want to argue, why'd you come back? Why'd you do it?" Karl says tilting his head.

"Because I love you, you idiot!" Karl walks over to me and puts a arm on my shoulder.

"See, I love... you too but as um a-as  a friend" Karl says taking his hand off my shoulders and taking a step back.

"Bu-, Ya that's what I meant, as a friend" definitely as a friend, nothing more nothing less. I roll my eyes.

"Great, good to know that we're on the the same page"  Karl says slightly smiling.

"Ya, good to know" I say rolling my eyes again.

"Do you umm ever think abo- I know I said that I li-... Do you ever think that we co-... Do you enjoy streaming?

It doesn't take three failed sentences to ask if I enjoy streaming, I wonder what he was trying to say.

"Ya....why do you ask?"

"Yk, jus-just wondering" Karl says as he looks down at his feet then looks away.

"Cool ig" I didn't wanna make him feel uncomfortable by asking or well saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing when he's clearly nervous or embarrassed about something.

"I think I'm gonna go for real now" I say as I walk past him.

"Oh really, so soon. Bye ig then" Karl says moving out of my way so I could pass him to get to the door.

"Ya, I've got some shit to do" And by shit I mean I have my couch, ass, popcorn and a TV so I can sit on my ass all night and watch movies because I honestly have nothing better to do.

"K, I want a hug first"
"ok fine" I say as I hug him and he hugs me back.

"Ow"
"What?" Karl says as he stops hugging me.
"Oh um nothing"

[Karl's pov]

I knew when she says she's fine she's not and when she says its nothing its everything and I also knew what the problem was but I didn't want to make her uncomfortable in any way but I needed to ask, I needed to know. 

"Y/n...."

"I swear its nothing, ok I'm fine"

"Y/n your not fine, tell me whats going on"

"Its none of your God damn business Karl, just stay out of it please, I'm asking you nicely" I could see that she was upset and I could see that she was uncomfortable with talking about it but she still hadn't given me a proper response.

"I need an answer y/n, please tell me"

"Karl, I'm not gonna tell you ok because its nothing everything is fine"

"No its not, y/n ik that look and that voice, just tell me please"

"Fine you wanna know so badly, I've been doing sh to myself since I was a little kid ok, I try to act so happy all the time because I don't want anyone to notice, now I'm not saying that I'm not happy, I'm just saying that not every time am I happy"

"Happy?" She says as she takes a couple steps closer to the door.

I don't respond instead I just stare at her in tears, I didn't think she would actually tell me and that definitely wasn't the response I was hoping to hear.

"Ummm ya, I'm happy now"

"Good, now if you don't mind I'm going home, see ya" She says as she pushes past me and walks out the door.

Did I just fuck up our friendship?, I think I did. Shit.

I pull out my phone and begin to text me. She'll probably just leave me on read by its worth a try ig.

KarlJacobs: Hey y/n, sorry bout that, I was just curious.

...

She was typing then she stoped and left me on read.

KarlJacobs: Just hear me out ok, I was worried and curious, I'm sorry. 

No reply, she didn't even look at the message, was she that mad at me? I bearly did anything wrong.

[Y/n pov]

Y/n: Like what the fuck, he had no right to question me about something I don't wanna talk about.

Bestie: Ik like that was kinda rude of him, did you leave his house?

Y/n: No man I'm sitting beside him on his couch, ofc I left like what do you think.

Bestie: Good, don't go back until he stops being so concerned about you and shit.

Y/n: Ik like its so annoying.

I didn't wanna hurt his feelings but it was annoying how he kinda in a way forced me to tell him about something I didn't want to tell him.

Gosh, did I just ruin our friendship? I swear if I just fucked up are friendship. I better reply. Wait no, I'm mad at him. I'm not talking to him until I've cooled off a bit.

I don't care if it takes six years, I'm gonna stand my ground because I'm not week or stupid.

Hiii author here, idk what's happening rn in the story its confusing but I'm trying so.

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