As i Die

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TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, IMPLIED SH, & IMPLIED ED


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As I Die, 


Let my unkempt room

Be my final thoughts and attempts at communication


How i gave up so much i just couldn't bother

All i wanted was for things to be different


The clothes scattered on the floor

Is the red on my legs,


The half-empty dishes and bottles

Are a result of my disorders, 


The hospital bands 

Were your warnings, 


And the messy mirror how i saw myself, 

Covered in dust and icks 


This is what you expected

And what i deserved


Maybe things would've turned out different

If my room was clean 




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