Dont let me go ❤(A james yammouni fanfic) [ON HOLD]

20 questions

HOLLYS POV

'ok first celebrity crush?' shae asks while I'm doing her long brown hair into a fish tale her eyes were a darker shade of her eyes I noticed as well.

'um Jessie McCartney' I reply

We've been playing 20 questions for the last 30 or so minutes

'erm ok how do you see your life in ten years?' I asked

'well don't laugh ' shae replies

'never ' I gasp playfully

'well ..hopefully I've travelled a little bit by then, I'll be in a job I at least tolerate, and maybe even still with beau' she smiles

'My turn' shae grins

'um '

'I'm waiting ' I reply

'who was your first kiss and how old were you'

'oh um er' I stammer

'I'm waiting' she mocks me

'it was uh James ' I say really quickly

'you and James? Really? Omg that's so cute' shae practically squeals

'well kinda we were best friends since we were eight months old we went to preeschool together ,he was my first actual best friend and the first boy I told I loved ' I let out in one breathe

Shae just smiled to herself and chuckled

'ok shae Jackson I think I deserve a confession' i stand up and put my hands on my hips

But I felt the mood change now

Shae let out a big sigh

'um well before beau I had another boyfriend his name was porter I was 16 at the time but we had been together for 3 years ,you know?. We both wanted to be lawyers we studied real hard. Anyways one day I hadn't heard from him in at least two weeks,he missed study sessions and classes,.it wasn't like him. I was worried so I went to his house ,I knew his family never liked me because my dad had thrown porters dad in jail a few times before but porter still loved me despite it. I knocked on his mothers door and I asked where he was than she told me what happened. It's one of those things that happen in movies his dad told him he couldn't see me anymore ,porter ,he,uh fought ,yelled,screamed he just kept telling his father he loved me and that's all that would matter. His father just lost it he just wanted porter to shut up. I went to the hospital every day for a month and every single day my heart broke even more so I broke up with him I felt like He no spirit and mine was crushed. And then I found beau ' she concluded

'um wow I think you really need this '

I say chucking a Ben and Jerry's at her

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An hour later shae left she had netball training the next day so I decided to get ready for bed.

Dad was out for the night and I was home alone it was 11pm and every little noise scared me

to James :3:

are you still up?

I said double checking the odors were locked

And a few minutes later

From James :3:

Yeah what's up?

To James :3:

Could you maybe come over? I don't like being by myself it's late

I reply almost instantly running up the stairs to my room

From james :3 :

yeah.sure do you want me to come though the window or?

To James :3:

Yes please

James was only 20 minutes away but every moment I waited seemed to drag on

Yes I admit I'm afraid that some crazy guy would burst in with a knife

Maybe I watched scream a few to many times

A heard something on my roof

My heart went 'thadump dump dump'

'j-James' I stutter

And before I know it

Ghost face in my window with a knife in his hand

And I screamed unable to move I was frozen

'holly it's just me'

I hear a familiar voice

'fuck you James ' I yell

'I'm sorry ' he hugs my side

'do you want to watch a movie ?' James asks

'yeah' I reply as we go down the stairs to the lounge room and put on a movie on but I wasn't really paying attention

'hey holly ?' James asks after. Long period of silence

'yes James? I am looking him in the eyes

'um do you ever think about it' he stutters

'think about what?' I raise my eyebrows

'the morning you left'