Relish Heart

Chapter 7;

in tzuyu's point of view, 

she saw jungkook's worry as if guilt was made towards his expressions, and she'd bet that he's really smashed against whether he'll agree to our drama, and as he said he needed 2 weeks to decide, that made her think, on whether if she herself wants to continue, i mean sure it's a good opportunity for her to take, but she doesn't really know if she can balance that with her schedules. 

this day was supposed to be her free day, yet it only brought her more schedules to deal with, how unlucky,

tzuyu was heading out to drive up to her condo to process stuff but, mingyu texted her.

"hi tzu, i wanted to discuss something with you, will that be okay?"

it's not like she doesn't like mingyu, he's really a great guy, but taking his love is like, me being selfish, meaning i can't return how his love for me, so tzuyu rejected him a year ago but, he's really determined to court someone like me, and in all seriousness, i like him for that but, i can't seem to love him as much as he does to me,

"alright"

tzuyu agreed because, maybe it's really something serious we really had to discuss, he told me to meet up at the near park, soon after, tzuyu arrived at the place, he was there, looking so formal and has flowers in his hand, how thoughtful,

"thank you, mingyu"

"I'm glad you came, tzuyu"

i wanted to go straight to the point as for the schedule i have? it's not doable.

"what is this gyu? why did you want to meet me?"

mingyu nodded understanding that i was very much busy.

"i always want to meet up with you, but i'm not going to waste your time." 

"please reject me,"

"i know you already did. but please be brutal with me this time." 

"i love you, and i hope you know that, but please, reject me."

"i'm giving you the chance tzu, reject me and i'll be done with everything."

'he's tired and i was the cause of it', tzuyu sighed and shook her head, 

"you know, i still care for you as a friend, completed stars has their moons right?"

"if you're tired of loving me, please don't force yourself to do so, i can't reject you 'brutally' as you asked, because. you've deserve so much more than me, and i really hope you find your own happiness, but do take notice that, i can't love you the same way you love me."

after i confessed what i really felt for him, i just stared at him blankly, i can see how his eyes were watery as if he blinked, droplets would pour, and the way i thought would help was to hug him, and so i did, he was shocked at first but he hugged me back, tightly

a couple minutes pass, i separated from the hug, mingyu's really pure, and i blame myself for hurting him,

"thank you for being open with me, i appreciate it, but i'll need some time if i'm really tired of waiting or .. the other thing." he wiped his eyes before winking at me, i chuckled, is this how mingyu really is? 

why haven't i given him a chance? my friends say he's a good guy, have i not really been thinking about it? yes I always have thought about it, he's every girls dream that's for sure, but here I am rejecting him, i was right, he deserves so much more than i can give.

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jungkook was laying down scrolling his phone on twitter, seeing a tzuyu fanpage, he clicked on it and saw a bunch of photos of her, he quickly turn off his phone for him to focus on his decision,

he doesn't like tzuyu 'that' way, yet. yet.

he thought about him and tzuyu the night where it started, as if it's like they weren't idols, they we're a couple of strangers talking, getting to know each other, now tell me, why haven't i felt this with another latter? 

i've been around the whole world and now here's me thinking that our talk was something, something that bonded some-type of connection, 

jungkook ruffled his hair thinking this was just stupid, he of course should say no for the sake of mingyu's happiness. and- hers. 

"she's the chou tzuyu, the girl who everyone desires." and i wasn't the jeon jungkook for a reason.

he quickly picked up his phone again and looked at his contacts, tzuyu wasn't easy to forget, but at least a distraction can help?

eunha..

seeyoung.

jiminsucksfeet..

yeri.. ✔